Friday, December 31, 2010

二 零 一 零



时间真的过得很快,尤其是今年。
2010 年。哈哈~
我的年!=P
是因为年尾了,会有特别多的感触吗?
应该还好啦。
今年,上了中六,到现在的感觉就像只过了半年后的生活。
前半年都不知道在做什么。
对对对,我知道我知道,我打工,我去了国民服务。
上中六的大半年,其实我真的嫌半年太短咯。
我还没有玩够leh.
我真的真的很喜欢中六的那班朋友。
真的很可惜,明年都不同班了。
就连最爱的econs老师也转校到吉隆坡去了。
好不容易遇到一个对我们很有帮助,很好的老师。
不管怎样,missyee, 衷心的感谢你。
但愿你在那里过得幸福、快乐。
可惜,没那个缘分让我们续缘。
给我最想再次同班的orneh:
说实在的,我真的感到非常的庆幸今年可以和你成为好朋友。
谢谢你,和我分享你的心情故事。
谢谢你,对我的信任。
谢谢你,喜欢弄我geram你。
谢谢你,总是让身边的朋友得到想要的安慰。
谢谢你,让我再次认识继小学五年后的你,真的不一样了,会想很多了。
谢谢你,给我中六的生活添满了不少色彩。你给我的回忆,我会珍惜。
真心希望,我们明年可以一起上课。
给最贴心的嘉丽:
说真的,我很喜欢你的文笔。
你值得一个更懂得珍惜你的人。
一定有的。
你的温柔善良,那痛苦的笑,那可爱的虎牙,那亲切的笑容,
怎能让人不被你迷倒呢?
谢谢你,那么喜欢我。
谢谢你,和我分享一切的一切。
谢谢你,让我更了解、认识你。
谢谢你,那么的信任我。
谢谢你,把我当好朋友。
谢谢你,总会想起我。
谢谢你,有把我的话,记在心里。
我真的很谢谢你对我的好。我很珍惜你,这位朋友!
你真的很棒!
我喜欢你说的“我信仰缘分”,想说的是,我也一样,信仰缘分。


我在这一年里,应该有长大一些了。
东西越想越多。
转眼间,我们中五毕业也过一年了。
朋友们,你们好吗?
不管你们在哪里,我都希望你们健康,幸福,快乐。
很高兴的是,我们的友情又拉长一年了。
对于友情,我相信,只要对自己的友情有信心,没有什么是可以改变它的。
不要觉得是身边的人变了,其实他们都没变,变的是你。
还有,人在经历挫折的时候,成长得最快。
所以,我感谢命运的眷顾,让我变得更懂事了。
至少,我是这样认为的。

我知道这一篇很乱
不好意思
想到什么
就写什么



Sincerely, I wish everyone of you to have a better year ahead.
Live life with no regrets.
Appreciate and love those you love and the ones that loved you.
Lastly, 我们的小福程,生日快乐。
没有给你假希望,我知道你玩不起。
=)

Congrats, you make it to the bottom,
So, can you give me a smile now?
like :)
what?! like :) only?!
no no no!!
like :)))))))))))))))))))))))))
YESS!!!
Smile more, people!
I want to see you smile!
You're beautiful when you smile
=DDDDDD


Yours truly,
yiling :)

Monday, December 27, 2010

Words unspoken.

Mum and Dad are the best people I ever had in my life.
and yet I'm sorry for not being a good daughter.
I don't know why I found it hard to say a simple sorry or show my apology in front of both of you.
I don't know whether if there's a chance for you both to read this but I choose to say sorry through my blog.
I hoped you two didn't feel like giving up on me.
I'm no one without both of you.

That's all I wanted to say.
I'm truly sorry.

I'm not a good daughter, indeed.
However, Mum and Dad, I love you.

我们这里还有鱼。

我以为冬天是最美丽的季节
冷冷的溪边有你还有鱼在水里
一对对很自在
一对对很相爱
让人想到未来
是不是你也和我一起在寻找
那种鱼只有幸福的人看得到
谁用爱去拥抱
它就在周围游
陪你一直到老
我知道这些日子你要承担多少哀伤
才可以面对破碎的梦想
我相信那么多的关心
总会带来希望
别忘了我们这里还鱼
在这里没有风浪
不会摇晃不再心慌
当黑夜过去
总会有阳光
我为你找个池塘
盖间平房忘掉哀伤
给自己一个有鱼的地方

歌词写得很好很喜欢这首歌。
:)

Saturday, December 25, 2010

=(


不要意思。
请允许我down一下。

够了,我真的会很反感。
原来,真的会有些时候,你会想逃离全世界。
为什么我常为了顾虑被人的感受而不敢表达我自己的感受?
就算真的想用文字来表达,也没有一个属于自己的地方可以让我大胆发言。
不要逼我开private blog.
我不想把自己封闭。
我希望周围的朋友,可以通过blog更了解、认识我。


有时候,我真的很讨厌自己。
I always take things for granted.
TANYILING! ENOUGH!

最后,我写这篇的目的不是要得到安慰。
所以,不要问我发生什么事,不要安慰我。
如果你要骂我,我欢迎你。
我会自我反省。
谢谢大家。
发泄完毕。

:(

Friday, December 24, 2010

诗敏的圣诞礼物。

女人心事

東區的咖啡座 幽暗的沙發裡
總有幾張熟悉的臉 那種聰明帶點防衛的氣質
想放棄卻又不甘心的樣子 越過他的肩膀空洞洞的視線
摩登女子 灰色心事
那種以為自己什麼都可以
喝了酒 卻又哭的像個孩子

我聽見 渴望的淚
我看見 我的從前

曾經 我也痛過我也恨過怨過放棄過
在自己的房間裡 覺得幸福遺棄我
如果沒有分離背叛的醜陋 怎麼算是真愛過
請你試著相信一愛再愛 不要低下頭
別怕青春消失 就不信單純的美夢
我在這岸看著你游 為了你的堅持感動
你會的 有一天會幸福的

诗敏,在你身上,我真的可以学很多。谢谢你,一直在我身旁,同样的,我会一直是永远支持你的朋友。

Thursday, December 23, 2010

How much I mean to them...


Guess I acted like I wanted to know how much I mean to ms.sawchawyeh too badly. Paisehh lahh. Saja say nia eh, but still, I don't have a blogpost, I get a Wallpost instead. LOL. Fine, I'm satisified. =)

Below are words from my friends, saw chawyeh and followed by ahaha jolynnchua

Saw Chaw Yeh says :

Ms.tanyiling ni hao. Since you so wanted to know how much you mean to me, I'll write you something here :) You are a great friend of mine. I know you are always there for me, and I know you always wanted to help. I know you always have something to say but you stopped yourself. Sometimes I'll complain things to you but you can hardly understand me or maybe, I never tried to let you understand. Coz...I dont know, we don't have the same frequency? Still, I dont care I just blabber to you :) And you are someone in school whom I'll find when I'm feeling so depressed like last time, I like your flabby arm haha. It's kind of fun playing around with you. I appreciate you a lot, really. Oh c'mon I baked you a cake before remember? It's not how I usually treat people alright. Well, I want you to know that, I care about you too. Tho I like to bully you hehe. You can always find me in sight if you ever need me, I'm never far away. And I always remember that I promised, friends forever ♥ :)




Ahaha Jolynn Chua says :

虽然我常常骗人,可是以下是我真心话:


Friendliness: (9.5)over 10
Kindness : (9.5)over 10
Generousity : (9.5)over 10
Intelligence/cleverness: (9)over 10
Pretty or handsome : (9)over 10
What I like about u : Everything. From your laughter, to your jokes, your personality, all is amazing just the way you are. And making you phaik-cheik makes me very syok! Hahahaha…
What I hate about u : Nothing. I dont hate friends. I try to accept everyone for who they are. Hehehe.
What I wanna tell u before 2010 ends :
Live in the moment, and share your love with one another. And wherever the road may lead you, I genuinely hope everything comes your way. And you can always count on me like 1,2,3. Hahaha. We have shared so many memories together, and no one can take that away. Hope next year we can be classmates again!! Hahaha. Have a great Christmas and awesome 2011!! Love ya! ♥




I purposedly save this into a blogpost as when years pass by I can read this again and again.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Being r a n d o m


In English :
  1. Life is never easy. We face predicaments, overcome it, and finally become a tougher person.
  2. We're not sent by God to be suffered or been punished in Life. We are here to enjoy and live life to the fullest.
  3. Where are all the happy people around the world? I notice that no one is happy nowadays. Why? Smile, people!
  4. Please don't make EMO a trend.
  5. When we get older year by year, we happen to have more negative thoughts in mind than being positive. We just worry,worry more, and we ended up don't dare to take risk.
  6. Thinking is good if you're thinking in a good way.
  7. We often think too much where in the end of the day, things don't go as what we thought it should be. So, what for thinking so much? Relax, people!
  8. Tell people how they mean to you before it’s too late.
  9. Live life with no regrets. There is no second chance to reborn.
  10. Did you noticed that the main purpose we live our life is to gain love from others? How we behave is closely connected with gaining love. eg. fat people has no love, so we want to be skinny.
In Chinese:
  1. 不管是什么东西,都不好太过于沉迷。记得,要中庸。
  2. 我们每个人都有坚强和脆弱的时候,分别只在于我们在意的东西都不同。
  3. 用文字来抒发自己的情感只是一种让自己发泄情绪的一种管道,并不是需要别人来安慰。就算是需要别人来安慰,其实也只是希望特定的人来给予关心。
  4. 快乐是一种选择,若选择快乐,你会发现,这世上,没什么好值得我们去伤心的。
  5. 我们往往让自己被悲伤困住,放过自己,不要太执着。到最后,受伤的是你自己而已。
  6. 越是要被同情的人,越不会被同情。
  7. 长大了,是时候让自己学会承受痛苦。
  8. 习惯依赖别人的人,永远长不大。
  9. 没有人是你的全部,生命是自己的,你不好好珍惜自己的生命,谁来帮你?
  10. 爱情不是人生的全部,没有爱情,你也可以活得很好。

I wrote this because it came to my mind so randomly.
I don't seek for agreement or disagreement.
Anyway, you can tell me your opinion.
=)

Monday, December 20, 2010

A day to Remember :D

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A special date to remember for life, if I could.
A day where me and my very best friends gather and hang out for the whole day.
There were countless moments where we talked, played and laughed like no one cares.
I talked a lot, like really A lot.
And I think I annoyed them until they felt dizzy.
Oops, I don't care.
I just can't stop talking when I'm with them.

First, we headed to Prangin Mall and 1st Avenus for shopping!
nah, I didn't buy any.

Lego !

Cam whore in 1st Avenue toilet. Girls~

Had dinner at Harvest In Cafe
I took mushroom soup only. On diet? Xp

Straits Quay !
love the lights, and the place.


the end.

I don't have a word to describe these people above.
Best Friends, I called them.
I just can be myself when I'm with them
the very very true tanyiling.
And they are the ones who know me the best.
Thank you both for the day from my deepest heart.
Awesome day at awesome place with awesome people!
I can't help myself falling in love with both of you.
Love die, really love die!
So, kill me please?
=P

Love MUSHROOMS
always

Monday, December 13, 2010

Primary Friends ROCKS till the max ! XD



Do you have any primary school classmates or friends who you still get to keep in contact with them?
If you do have friends like these,
I believe you will agree with me that they are really really awesome people in life we ever had.
They are simply irreplaceable in heart.
No one could ever be like them for how they treat you and how they look to you.
You can be who you really are in front of them.
There's always a different feeling being with them.
Very very happy and you'll feel secure to tell them bout every single thing.
They are people you know no matter what happened, they will always be the same.
For they will not judge us for who we are, they don't pretend.
Yet, they are always so true.
Years have proven everything.
In the life of mine, I have the special 5 of them.
Wonder who they are?
=0

2008 gathering the six of us


Hocksheng's Birthday Celebration.


Jinjie's 18th Birthday Celebration.


Jiajia's Farewell to Aus.


My b'day celebration that comes late?




and so, it is all about US.

They are the very important people in my Life.
Most important boy friends I had.
=P
There goes the friendship that I always believe it can lasts until the end.
I seriously LOVE them !
One thing I always know is
Between friendship and relationship, friendship lasts longer.
Thank you all very much for being the very important part in my life.
Hearts all of you!
These are the people that meant to be together forever.
=)

I specially dedicate this post
to the six of us
who share the same age
for five days only.

Yours truly , YiLing.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

I'm perfectly FINE :)



Sorry everyone for being down.
Thanks for all the concern.
I'm always positive.
Hope you guys can learn this from me.
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My recover speed is fast.
I won't allow myself for being sad for too long.
To the ones I care, Thank You guys first.
You guys already been forgiven.
=)
I'm happy because I finally get it right.
You guys are always the best in my heart.
No matter what is going to happen, we will still be the same.
:)


PS: You are the one I trust.
And I never doubt this trust between us.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Birthday Presents :D

Sze Meing posted this to my house.
How touched!
T.T


The cover and some parts of the pages.
Love this very very much!
No one can beat you doing DIY present.
Thank you my dear V.
=)


A photo album I wanted for so long.
Finally, as my wish, my classmates share this present for me
A big thank you to Chia Li, Orneh, Yea Yin, R B, Fang Yin, and Lee Mei
Thanks to all!


A birthday Card from my beloved Mum and Dad


The books they bought for me.
There is a person I wanted to share this to.
But, the question is where is that person now?
I wonder.
I need an explaination for all the things that happened.


The mushrooms wrap our pictures which is printed in A4 size paper with all the fruits.
OMG, memang siao.
Only you guys will think tiok aneh eh idea.
Anyway, tiok si aneh eh idea, I LIKE!
Hehehehe.
Very happy to receive that!
Love die you guys!
=D


that's all until now.


PS: Do you like my edits?
=))))

Friday, December 3, 2010

disappointment.

but still i felt


Expectation sets up for disappointment and anger.

No matter what comes up after this to heal, I guess It doesn't work out.
Thank you, I learned a BIG Lesson.


i know you'll read this.
you know who you are.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !




I Received Call from Geoffrey, Hui Yin and Shien Joo when the clock is about to strike twelve.

A very very big Thank You to the ones who had wished me :

Xue Ting
Miyuki
Pui Yin
Tze Shyan
Chaw Yeh
Hooi Xin
Sze Meing
Dean Jiun
Eva
Yi Ruey
Yee Wuan
Xiang Xiang
Liang Keat
Yen Ling
Wei Ying
Jia Yen
Shun Ying
Jia Yu
Poh Lin
Chia Li
Wen Xi
Yi Yan
Yan Duan
Sherlynn
Theng Theng
Ku Ma
Ai Ling
Hui Fang
Kin You
Carene
Jia Jia
DAD
Chai Ching
Ciw Ping
Hui Ying
Yew Yi
Sharmaine
May Jing
Shen Chaei
Boon See
Lel
Hui Jiun
Risyn
Yin Yee
Elaine
Tammy
Lee Mei
Hui Yin
Sherlene
Lit Chen
Hira
Nur Suhailah


Also, about 150 people who had wished me through facebook.
I guess I did wrote a long enough reply to your wall.
I'm bit insane. Just a bit lah.
No matter how, still thanks for the wishes.

Celebration I had :
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Best of the best people in my life.
Buddy, Thank You very much with all my hearts.
I love you so so much !
So many things to say to you, lots of lots of heart talks waiting for me.
Teacher, thank you for the day and the surprise!
=D

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Thank to the three of you that made my day special.
Without the three of you, I guess I would had went real mad.
Thanks for the night just by accompanying me and not make this hard for me.
=)

Lastly
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Liangkeat, thank you for the cake!
Memang hojiak!
May both of you stay as hangfuk as ever.
:D


The friends for life.
太多话想对你们说
只能说
有你们当损友 是很幸福的事
让我们永远当损友吧!
XD


原来 生日也教会了我许多事
一直以来 都是我太天真