Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The Road to be Taken / Choices of life



It's time to choose the road to be taken. Perhaps, some people has already made their choice earlier. Not like me, until now, still undecided.



No matter which road you choose, keep walking with no regrets.



No looking back. Move forward. Pursue your dreams with full of courage and never give up.



Believe in yourself that you can do it and do your very best to achieve what you want.



Sometimes, I just dislike choices. To make up my mind, and go for what i want isn't that easy.



And sometimes, what comes up even worser is, I don't even know what I want. And that is the worst part yet the part I hated the most.



Financial is not a problem. But, to use the hard earn money is not a feeling-good-thing to do to me.



To choose a course which don't really give a guarantee job opportunity in Malaysia, but that's the only course I'm interested in all along the way. Should I go for it?



To study abroad, I don't really like over hectic life. A simple yet meaningful one will do. The high living cost and expenses study overseas are the things that I wish my parents need not to spend a single cent too.

To go for local matriculation, the only pathway after completing matric is our local public universities. Besides, I might not get to study in the field i wanted to. Also, the language used by the lecturers in matric or local public U is still mixing up BM and English while the text and reference we will be using is in english.

Applying scholarships. I'm actually kinda reluctant in applying scholarships. I know that this should be my filial duty, but, I dislike using all those fake monthy income to get what I don't really deserve having. I should give more chance to the real needy, right?



We always think about all the consequences before and after we made the decision. Yet, we ended up making no conclusion



We stop infront of the two diverged roads, thinking whether it is a RIGHT or WRONG making this decision. Feeling unsecure. Feeling miserable. Dillema. Lost.

I, still, haven't make up my mind. You?

No matter what you have decided, there is no RIGHT or WRONG for any decisions made. It actually depends on the way and how you think of it only. Just Go For it with no REGRETS ! I know it is hard. But, we have no other choice right?

To all my lovely friends, once you have decided, just keep on moving forward ! Don't think too much or looking backwards. Life goes on. Good luck and All the best in your future undertakings ! Achieve the Highest you can. Always have faith and believe in yourself. Do your very best in everything you do, so that you wont feel regret. As long as you have done you very best, is it more than enough already =) May all your dreams come true. Bright future is waiting for you. * 'they' are waving 'their' hands to you, see it not? * Pursue your dreams to the fullest and NEVER GIVE UP!


if you think you can, you surely can.

p/s: At times, I just wanted to make up my mind without thinking much and hesitation. However, it is kinda impossible to do so, right? Think positive as positive thinking is a way to success. =)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

幸福小泡泡

第一粒*POP* ♥ 希望你笑口常开
姓名 ♥ Tan Yi Ling
昵名 ♥ Hippo
爱好 ♥ online chatting , facebook-ing, blogging
这一生人最快乐的回忆 ♥ days surrounded with beloved family and friends
这一生人最难过的回忆 ♥ people I cared leave me
想对自己说的话 ♥ enjoy life, be happy always, live with no regrets !

幸福小泡泡 第二粒*POP* ♥ 希望你身体健康
谁点你 ♥ shitting
他的为人 ♥ last time damn emo. now SEEMS to be a real supergirl.
他长得怎样 ♥ last time quite steam. now more pretty d lor.
他的身材 ♥ taller than me ! hmph! thinner than me! hmph hmph !
他的追求者 ♥ hahahha. i dont know.
他有多少个追求者 ♥ i dont know la. shitting, tell me la.
他恨你吗 ♥ definitely love me more than hate me. =P
想告诉他 ♥ be happy from your heart. dont hide feelings. =)

幸福小泡泡 第三粒*POP* ♥ 希望你幸福快乐
最爱的人(不准写家人)♥ love all my friends =D
交往过吗 ♥ NOPE
如果你的情人爱上其他人了 ♥ 祝福他, 希望你幸福快乐.
有人喜欢你吗 ♥ all my friends like me ar. XP
有人跟你告白吗 ♥ Got ! LOL
被人暗恋的感觉 ♥ no feelings la. im not that attractive =P

幸福小泡泡 第四粒*POP* ♥ 希望你一切顺利
你认为你是一个怎样的人 ♥ 坦率直接
你认为你是一个很受欢迎的人 ♥ yeah, i think so.
你认为你是天才 ♥ nawww~~
你认为你是一个可爱的人 ♥ lol. i dont want to be one but i seems like one. =P
你认为你将来会有怎样的生活 ♥ i'll never know. lol.



tag :
Yi Ruey
Chaw Yeh
Jin Jie
Wei Ying
Xiang Xiang

Sunday, March 14, 2010

温岚 ____ 刺猬

最後一抹的微笑 在转身之後
我闭上眼 哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终於丢掉
很旁徨很孤单 是寂寞或悲惨
一个人 该怎么办

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你 看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你 看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

Monday, March 8, 2010

19句至理名言

1、如果发短信息给一个人,他一直不回,不要再发了。没有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果没有人陪,学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3、如果一个人很难过,找个角落或者在被子里哭一下,不需要别人同情可怜,哭过之后一样开心生活。

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你,请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍,更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情,到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5、如果可以不抽烟,别抽。如果可以不喝酒,别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现,如果只因一些人,那么我们别傻了,爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下,不要一个人默默承受,这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色,广阔的天空自有属于我们 爱,宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人,这对两人都不公平,而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日,包括你的家人,当然,还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓,你可以买精美的礼物,送给妈妈和爸爸。

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐,翻阅几页好书,然后睡个懒觉,快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11、从现在开始,聪明一点,不要问别人想不想你?爱不爱你?若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说,但是从你的嘴里说出来,别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事,顺其自然以最佳心态面对,因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁,这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然,偶尔傻一下有必要,人生不必时时聪明。

14、任何情况下,背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说,说好话。多个朋友是好事,即使不是很要好的,总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧,但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发,但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话,但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时,记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16、一定要有几个异性朋友,没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话,适合烂在心里,有些痛苦,适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过,你成长了,自己知道就好。很多改变,不需要你自己说,别人会看得到。

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的,会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它 。

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭,解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内,先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事。

生活可以很复杂以可以很简单,我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛苦之中,爱自己多一点!不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助,人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里,有一天阳光大道等着我们走,放开自己,高傲的活着,只要自己幸福开心的,痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去!



A good one where it is taken from facebook note.
very true and i like it ! XD

下一站,幸福 之 经典对白
















我知道你一直都懂
只是不想改变
我们之间的关系

我也以为
我会这样一直的等下去

可是刚刚
我才发现
我不想再放开你的手
我不想再看到你受委屈
请你不要告诉我
你可以照顾自己
那是在骗你自己
也不要劝我放弃你
因为我不知道该怎么放弃

不要问我到底喜欢你哪里
因为我只会
一直这样喜欢下去

慕橙
请你让我做你身边那一个
保护你 照顾你跟小乐的亲人
好吗

我以为
只要专心的守着一个人
那一个人
迟早都会看到 会明白的
但我好像错了

慕橙 这没什么的
你赶快去啊
赶快去当任光晞的老婆啊
这样对小乐也好啦

有一个有钱的律师老爸
总比跟着我种花 过着苦日子好吧
我也不算太差嘛 应该不会有人不要啦
真的没什么的啦 就只是分开嘛

只不过跟六年前不一样了
因为
我可能没有办法
再把你当成朋友了
你真的不要太在意啊
因为从头到尾
也不过是我一个人
一厢情愿罢了
没关系的啊
只不过六年嘛

我以后
不要再这么笨就好了

——花拓也


this definitely will be the most touching words I've ever heard.
get this from lit. =) thanks friend !

Friday, March 5, 2010

Right Now

the third one from left matches me the most RIGHT NOW.


I don't feel good now.

The feeling is back.

It is now like what i have gone through two months ago.

Tan Jin Jie, the one who made me feel so bad that time.

I'm NOT blaming you and yet i know you will read this.

Before this, NS is so nothing to Tan Yi Ling.

But now, I couldn't believe I have a strong feeling of not leaving my life now.

Surrounded with whole bunch of good friends.

Continue building up strong friendships.

Receiving love and care from my dear parents and beloved friends.

That's the best thing ever in life, right?

Maybe the news came too sudden.

Not well prepared to accept the news yet.

SPM results announcement and also NS second batch list came out on the same day?!

They did it on purpose ? Damn.

SPM results is okay for me. NS.. shocked !

And now, i'm worry bout my driving and motorcycling test. A re-test to be more exact for driving. LOL


Don't worry bout me, I think i'm okay. =)



p/s : Down by Jay Sean is so nice to sing when you're down. The song is just so-not-down. :)

So baby are you down down down down down, down~~ down~~