Been having very bad days recently. When you don't even know how to describe the feeling to another person. When you don't even know which is the best way to solve the problems that come from nowhere. Like you don't even have any bad intention, but people treat you like you are a big fat enemy. LOL. calling myself a big fat enemy sounded very funny and relative. Hahaha. Read a quote somewhere which says, No one is obligated to treat you right. So nothing to be sad when someone hurts you. Treat yourself right and treasure those who appreciate you. I came to understand that, even you didn't ill-treat anyone, life will hit you back so hardly just that one time. Even if you really have given your best, that doesn't mean you will get the things back equally. There's still people who didn't treat you the way you hoping them to. I don't say? Life is never fair. Expectation is still the root of disappointments. I am just not expecting this to be happened as I really never thought of giving up on this, plus, never ever wanted something like this to happen. Honesty, is the best policy. It's alright to speak it out during critical moments. Silence will never solve problem, and it will certainly worsen the condition. Is that what you want? If this is the case, I sincerely hope that you are now happy with your life. It hurts, seriously. It is also, very disappointing, that some people exist to ruin something but not to mend the broken ones. What can you really benefit from not helping the situation, I wonder? Can you at least don't influence people to do something bad? I am so impressed yet feeling very horrible on what you have done. You're plain fake. It's my fault for making a conclusion this fast, at least, I know who are the ones who really care and being very true to me for my own good. Thanks to the ones who made me learned this lesson. Now I know who to trust, to share everything from my heart, and to keep them in my heart for a lifetime. Hope that one day, things will get better, not hoping for the best, but at least, not like what I'm facing now.
Great! I can't wait to read what I've just posted to remind me how far I've become and the parts and parcel in my life that I couldn't forget. :D
