lonely yet touched =)

For your information, I'm home alone tonight. Trust me, it was super duper damn lonely yet quiet. And these also symbolize an only child life at home. It is not that I hate or feel annoyed being alone at home. Is just it do happens to feel lonely sometimes. It's been awhile I have never being home alone throughout these years despite of schooling days. It is a weekend, kay? and now I'm ALONE in this HUGE-to-me house.

Actually, Mum went to kl for I-not-sure occasion. Probably meeting up friends and do some shopping. Dad went for trainings at I-don't-know where. Mum left penang on friday night. Dad left this early morning after dropping me to school for our annual sports day.

I'm actually quite shocked this morning when dad asked me to bring the house key. At that particular moment only I realize that there will be no one taking me back home after schools. A D.A.M.N word I would say. I forgot to arrange my own transport. Special Thanks to Keli for sending me back home today. p/s: I'm writing a diary-post because of you. LOL

Unexpectedly, I did some house work today which I seldom do. Then, read a lil bit of chemistry. *kakaz* Took a 2 hours nap. At the meantime of my nap, I received a call from my dad but due to my steamness I had forgotten what he said. Flashback now I felt quite surprised receiving his calls as he rarely called. Woke up and cooked myself a PENANG HAR MEE. That's my dinner! While enjoying my food, mum messaged me and ask me whether have I taken my dinner and she said she was at some new places at KL enjoying herself. Felt happy cause she still remember me even though she is not with me. Quite satisfied with my dinner and went back to my room and continue a lil bit of my studies. Dad called for the second time and this time I remembered our conversation. Basically he asked me what I ate and I asked him about his schedule tomorrow as I need him for my transport. And now I'm here to express.

It may be a quite boring post with full of words. But none of you will understand how I feel. I am touched because I am not forgotten. My parents' care makes me feel so warm. I'm glad and lucky to be their only daughter. They are simply irreplaceable. Love them more than I could. We are just so family. =)

the one and only us .

With love,
Ling .

Sorry .

Dear Teacher,

I'm so sorry about what we did today.
A thousand of sorry I would like to say to you.
You'll never know how bad and guilty we felt.
What we want is your forgiveness but we don't think you will accept our apology.
We were so sad about it.
We don't mean to waste your time.
Is a misunderstanding.
But you seems to be so disappoint to both of us.
We do know it is hard for you to let go and forgive us.
You act nothing and keep on saying it is okay as long as things run well.
You said you'll never bother and be too serious with what we did.
Words from your month is so mean actually.
We can still feel your anger actually.
But we really care about your feeling and you.
That is very important to us.
We want your comment, advice, and support.
I don't want you to look down on both of us and the team.
We are very serious with the mag.
We are not playing a fool. Not a single minute.
I know you won't be accepting our explains but that's the truth.
Hard to meet such good and considering teacher like you.
I don't want you to feel bad about us too.
What we can do now is just to do our very very best to the mag.
Yet produce a high quality mag.
I'll prove to you our effort.
And I promise I'll keep my word.
Once again, SORRY teacher!
Please forgive us. =)


Yours sincerely,
-YiLiNg``

Tagged by YYNN

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
too many until I can't think of any =)

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
straggle at home K-ing series for now

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
hmm.. I would like to. But a short period will do. This world is reality.

4. How old are you?
Can I count myself as sixteen plus?

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
Nope.. But, do friends as family considered?

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Yes, of course

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Myself. Happiness . And the most important friends and family.

8. What you wish to do now?
Same with yynn.. Study hard. But I'm lazy still.

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
I will . If and only if I'm confident in myself. Most probably no.

10.Do you think you are special?
I do think that everyone is special in this world. There is no a same YOU. God creates only ONE.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Treats and love me well of course. Honest, Loyal, Humorous, Friendly. I do hope that HE can be just like my friend yet makes me happy everyday.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
Live life to the max. Love and appreciate Myself and others

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
No.. and never

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
HAPPY definitely =D

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Laziness =.=

16. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
agree with yynn. Each and every moment in my life. Either good or bad one.

17. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
I will be by Leona Lewis It just rush into my mind. idk why

18.Would you like to be a boy or a girl?
Girl I think. But sometimes I prefer boy LOL

19. Do u think your Life is meaningful enough?
Ya. It is

20.Are you a shopholic ?
Yes I am




I tag : hooixin. jiahui. eeelaine. Lel. chawyeh.

Quotes FROM and FOR Myself

" Always magnify the good ones and diminished the bad ones "

" To be happy is just to be as simple as it could be "

" 我不孤单， 只是在和寂寞做朋友 "

Dear readers, any comment? =)

p/s: the third one is not for me =P

Random one

Recently

I'm thinking whether want to stop tuition or not..

I came up with this because I feel like going back home directly everyday

I don't like staying back in school

I miss my home a lot although I'll be alone at home

It doesn't matter

I rather to spend my time in my sweetest home

Yet..

I found out that I couldn't pay full attention during tuition

Don't know what I am day dreaming in

But tuition doesn't help me lots if I can't concentrate while teacher is teaching

It is just a wasting of time

I can study myself actually is just the matter willingness

I have serious transport problem which cause inconvenience to my friends for bringing me to tuition classes

I don't mean to but I have no choice

Besides

I do face one more problem if I choose to stop tuition

How to excuse myself from Mr. Ban?

Felt so sorry to him

It's been 4 years being his student

Although I'm not an excellent one

He treats me well

And a good teacher he is

Alright

I'm in a dilemma

p/s : I know it is actually quite low probability for me to stop tuition.. just feel like expressing =.=

六人的梦想 。US

经过了那么多的风风雨雨
我们六人都知道
这次的挑战
对我们而言是非常重要的

我也坚信
只要我们都有着那一条心
没有我们办不到的事

再也没有
比我们更有默契的朋友

再也没有
看着同一个人或事物
同一时间狂笑的朋友
因为
只有我们自己知道笑点在哪

再也没有
喜欢吃蘑菇的六个朋友

无可否认
这次
我们真的下了比以前多的功夫
为的只是达到我们共同的梦想
我们不再是为了。。。而。。。

偶尔
会累
但
累也累得值得
我能帮我们做的我都我做了
现在能做的就是K 书

虽然
这不是我的强项
但
我会尽力

朋友们
我对我们很有信心
让我们再次为了我们的梦想而奋斗吧
我们一定可以做得到 且会做到最好！

听着我们的乐谱之旋律
打破了我们之间的冰墙
因为我们之肩有着
缘圈把我们聚集在一起
围成了endless friendship!

-纯属我们六人的文字-

PERSONALITY test .

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

found it at friend's blog

oh my god!

it is damn true

have a try

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

十句让你感悟人生的话

摘自电邮
只想与大家分享
=)

被隐藏着的自己?

曾经
有一位朋友告诉我
每个人的心里
都隐藏着另一个自己
而
这个自己呢
永远都不会在别人的面前表现出来
也只有自己
最了解那个被隐藏着的自己
那个自己
更是我们刻意隐瞒起来的
我的心里
的确有这么一个自己
你们呢？

那

我的问题是
朋友们
在你们的心里
是否也住着另一个不为人知的自己呢？

I 无题 I

这年头，班上的同学都非常卖力地听课/做功课。

原因每个人都应该知道，不就是为了应付年尾的政府考试。

这个状况并不稀奇，但唯我还不在状况内。

我还没开始奋斗，也渐渐失去了斗志。

妈说，她觉得中三时我很努力， 她也希望看到我像以前一样。

但我告诉自己说，当我觉得是时候读书时，我自然而然会这么做，不需她为我操心。

从她的语气，我也知道其实她很不放心，所以才再三提醒我这件事。

我想要让她和爸看到我的自动自发，所以我不喜欢他们俩一直催我读书。

不管是六年级还是中三的政府检定考试，我努力考好成绩也只为了向父母交代而已。

我希望他们可以为我感到骄傲，为那个身为独生女的我感到光荣。

而，在那两项考试，幸运的我顺利考获好成绩。

我也达成了我的愿望。成绩放榜那天，把传给了我这封短讯:

Congratulation! I'm so proud of you.
Keep it up ok! Bye..
Luv from daddy

对！这就是我要的结果。给予父母好交代一直都是我读书的推动力。

妈也常说，我的未来都掌握在我手中，叫我自己好好想想。

最近在想，这次，还会这样幸运吗？这次的推动力还是一样吗？

还是，是时候为自己努力一次， 是时候为自己的将来而做打算。

我不清楚， 也不晓得应该怎样。

朋友们
或许你们会觉得这是废废的一篇
但
这的确是我的心情感受
请不要吝啬你们的意见
我会用心接受
也会感激不尽
^^