Friday, June 20, 2008
TAG AGAIN! =P
1.Link to your tagger and post this rules.
2.List eight random facts bout yourself.
3.Tagged eight people at the end of the post and list their name.
4.Let them know they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blog.
~8 random facts bout myself~
1. I enjoy life
2. I love busying with activities
3. I love K-ing series
4. I love to go cinema and watch movies
5. I love singing and dancing
6. I love all my friends and family
7. I love to be a listener when my friends need me
8. I DO LOVE BLOGGING RECENTLY
I TAG
hazel
jieying
liangkeat
khangchien
yiphing
hooitzin
yanduan
eelyn
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I've Been Tagged!
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope.. i dont.
2. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
somewhere that can enjoy my life.
3. Do you still have your first kiss?
duhh
4. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
probably friends and family
5. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
save 30% to parents, 20% for myself, 50% to needies
6. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends.. but mostly no
7. Movies that I enjoy most?
too many
8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
dint really think about this before
9. What annoy you the most?
nagging from grandma
10. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
depends on situation LOL
11. Will you choose a guy who is good looking but not that smart or a girl who is not that good looking but quite smart?
12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family . Friends . Freedom
13. Will you join politics?
If i dont have a job, this should be possible.
14. Who is your best friend?
SCY
15. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
over caring bout others towards me! selflessness! ability in solving problems!
16. What's on your mind right now?
feel like sleeping
17. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
nothing actually
18. What is the nicest moment that ever happened in your life?
moments i spend with my friends n family
19. What do you hope for?
World peace without war and devastating natural phenomenon. Everyone around me enjoy their precious life and be happy always! Stay healthy too!! XP
20. Do you have true friends?
Yea.. love them!! =P
TAG LIST
Silver
Chawyehyeh
Shingying
Whooi Meen
Tomato Lynn
Sharmaine
Yingqi
Jerry
ENJOY YA BUDDIES!!
TAG-LIST:
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
PAPA MAMA, WE NEED FREEDOM!!!!

FREEDOM
-state of being unrestricted in one's action.
Nowadays
parents have been giving insufficient freedom to their child especially teenagers
many friends of mine are the victims under the word 'freedom'
they have no freedom
damn pity
Dear parents,
please be more considerate and understanding.
we know how to think
we can manage our stuff well
could you all give us more spaces and chances for our own self?
why don't you all give us a chance
to choose what we want
to made our own decision
and not to do anything that is forced by you adults!
we've been fed up with what you parents want us to do
and what you all did to us
it causes us pressure and stress that is unnecessary
you all don't even trust us as your child
what we all did is always wrong
you all are always correct
humans do make mistake
we are not perfect
no one is perfect included you adults
we should have the freedom
to choose
to speak
to do what we wanted to do
as long as it is not an issue that is negative
and the most important is
we just want what we deserve
we wont be greedy
we just want to have our own rights
sometimes
you all have been overprotecting your child
you adults should give us a chance to be independent
and learn how to live with our own self but not depending on you adults
Could you all please listen to us??
Are you willing to give us one more chance???
``I wrote this on behalf of my friends and also juniors aim of this post is just to speak out but not insult In fact my parents gave me enough freedom and I am satisfied with it they can be a role model of parents =P Love my parents forever and ever^^
Sunday, May 18, 2008
-5 1 2-

the day we started our mid year exam is also the day a terrible catastrophe had happened ------
SZECHUAN EARTHQUAKED
unfortunately,
many people especially children died in this few days.
some are lucky when they were saved from the collapse building
but it still end with 'kick the bucket'
recently
I have watched many charity shows and news about the szechuan earthquake
many scenes cause my tears to drop on my shirt
in that moment
I felt so lucky that I am save and i am not involved in it
I knew that how life is important to us
they are just a kid .
they are still young .
they should have much hopes .
they should have a bright future .
but
it destroyed just in a short while
many still waiting to meet their kids and parents
but the chances is so small
and they never give up!!!
through this unpredictable earthquake with a 7.9 magnitude
we saw many kind and helpful people that are willing to sacrifice their self to help the needy
such as aider, doctors , nurses, fireman, army and so on.
and the biggest thank you to the one who donates
by watching the pictures and touching scenes of the victim and the situation in szechuan
I have been so sad as i can do nothing except watching how suffer they are
anyway
I have donated money ^^
this is the only thing i can do
sobx T.T
as we Malaysian
consider very lucky
we are in peace actually
we should appreciate everything we have now include we ourself
don't ever try to commit suicide
it is ridiculous!!
Back to exam
finally we finished our midyear exam
pray hard I passed all my subjects
oh my god!!
this is the only thing I aim for my results
too bad
I am kind of useless
I sincerely hope that szechuan's victim will rebuild their homes as soon as possible and were saved from the devastating earthquake
well
MALAYSIAN please be thankful to GOD that you are safe!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
我想问。。。

你们相信
一见钟情
还是
日久生情?
因为往往第一印象再好到最后都不是真实的。
请好好了解一个人后
再判断他或她是否值得你去喜欢或爱。
有时候看你们喜欢/爱得那么辛苦
还真是心疼,
我明明知道那个人不值得你再这样爱下去
也不想插手你们感情的事
但,
有过不了自己心里的那一关
好想劝你们不要再这样下去
却又怕你们觉得我在挑破离间,多管闲事。
毕竟我们还未成熟
我们也不知道什么是恋爱/爱/喜欢
却一直在学人家怎样恋爱/爱/喜欢
不懂装懂
明明就没有这个资格去谈恋爱
专心学业吧
其他事情以后大把时间给你去理
做好学生/孩子的本分
别让大人们为我们这些小瓜操心
若真的恋爱了
就认真地面对那段感情吧
别抱着玩玩的心态
因为爱
一点都不好玩!
以上纯粹自己的个人意见 XD
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
SADNESS THAT IS INEXPLICABLE - 无法解释的悲伤
Many things happened to me .
but I'm kind of senseless and starting to lost myself .
I don't know what i am really thinking .
I don't know what i am doing .
I can't express myself
and I am so suffer .
the weirdy thing is
I'm very normal physically but not mentally .
I act normal `
I talk normal `
and I do looks normal `
I'm kind of contradict -.-''
I hope my juniors can tell me what they are thinking
but my juniors ask me to tell them what i am thinking too .
they felt unfair .
but the thing is not i don't wanna tell them ,
but is actually me myself also don't know what i am thinking .
that's the main and also the biggest problem .
they tell me that they can settle their problems their self
but should I let go and let them solve their problems by their own self ??
to be frank
I can't solve their problems
I don't have the ability to solve those problems
conclusion: I AM A FAILURE
they felt very sorry to me
I had listened to the word 'SORRY' for many many times d
what I want to listen from them not this word
but they felt very sorry to me and they just keep on saying sorry
this is not I want
the more they repeat the word 'SORRY' the more guilty i felt
I feel like I should be the one that need to say sorry to them
they wanted to help me because they felt that I am stressed
they want me to share my sorrows with them
is not that I don't want
sometimes.. things are really hard to say
I know you all care about me
what i want to say is thank you and
I'm touched
although I'm
'down' 'depressed' 'helpless' 'sad'
'guilty' 'frustrated' 'moody' 'lost my own path'
I wont GIVE UP anyone of you
I'm scared that I can't handle so many of you
but I'll still do my very best to give the greatest support to all of you
no matter what, I'll still be there for all of you .
SPECIALLY FOR ALL MY JUNIORS ALTHOUGH THEY MAY NOT SEE THIS POST
-YiLiNg``
Saturday, April 5, 2008
让过去, 成为永远的过去吧!

让过去,成为永远的过去吧。人,是一个永远都猜不透的个体,所以,我们也不必单纯只想去了解别人。很多时候,别人对我们产生了误解,我们并没有必要向任何人解释清楚。就算解释了,别人和未必会相信你所说的。为什么我们的心,就一定要因为别人而影响自己?
虚幻的空间,存有太多让人解不开的谜题。有时候,我们的矛头,总是指向别人,而忘了事实上,我们何尝不是和他们一样?我们的态度,行为,淡吐等。选择保持沉默,只是希望在心灵上,能够取得一个平衡点。真正的充实自己,比空口说白话更为有意义。人与人之间的关系,已不必过于强求。
有谁是真的可以在情绪极为波动时,冷静地站在另一个角度思考?有谁不是在受伤之后,才学会变得冷酷无情,保护自己?有谁是真的可以没有因为任何的理由,以平常心对待一段友情?有谁是可以放下自己的原则,去配合他人所说的道理?有谁可以了解,对一个受过伤害的人而言,在伤口洒盐的滋味,是怎样的感觉?answer是,没有人。没有人会懂,也没有人会知道,没有人会了解。
每一个人的生活方式都不一样,我们没有资格批评别人的,也没有必要因为别人的批评而改变自己。倘若我们,只为别人而活出自己,这样的生命,有何意义?凡事必须学会放下,让自己的生活轻松一些。让最初成为最后,最完美的成为永远。我们都学习成长,学习在逆境中站稳,在跌倒时爬起。
当我发现,身边所有的一切都改变时,我不由得问自己:是时间改变了我,还是你们的改变,让时间改变了我?是我在成长,还是在你们当配角,我当主角的那一刻,心,改变了。停留不住的空间,我选择让自己随着它,永远不停留。过去不是虚幻,未来亦不是真实。不要总是学会埋怨,因为埋怨只会让自己停留,无法前进。快乐与难过只是瞬间的感受,要太执著于生命中的起起伏伏。就算今天让你得到了你一直以来所渴望的,亦不代表它永远就属于你。
将心放下,学着放下,让自己真正的去体验,没有包袱的轻松。给自己一个肯定,好吗?雨后的彩虹,再美,也只是衬托物。让下雨天,成为美丽的雨滴,而不是上天灌溉下的眼泪;不是心,流着的血。即使你一脸无辜,也不代表你懵懂。有些事情,倘若你自己不要去改变它,你就会永远被它结束着,无怨无悔。让过去,成为永远的过去吧!时间,不会回头;我们,也无法回到过去。。。。。。
摘自某报章
虽然以上文章并不是笔于我,但,我希望可以和我的朋友们分享我所喜欢的一切事物! 也在此感谢懿睿,让我读到这编好有意义的文章!
Thursday, April 3, 2008
LAST YEAR'S LIFE

I miss last year life very much
it is much more relax, enjoy, meaningful
miss
``E3G
`` the one sitting beside me and the one around me
``the one that accompany me acting foolish during exam
`` the one that sing and dance in class with me
`` teachers that endure me
`` teachers that i made them suffer from heart attack
``teachers that trust on me
``the one that non-stop laugh n talk to me
``the one that cheers me
`` the one that bully me
``the one that perli me
`` the one that sama-sama buat tindakan yang tidak baik with me
``the one that ponteng with me
``the one that play a fool with me
i MISS you ALL !!!
Take Care MY dear E3G lovely FRIENDS!!!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
~FRIENDS~

FRIENDS``
What is friends?
Person one knows and likes.
In the past
i always ask myself whether do i have any true friends or maybe trusted friend
i've been suffer from this question in my mind for quite a time
but at last i know that !
I HAVE A TRUE AND TRUSTED FRIEND!!
i wonder if one day we can't meet each other anymore
how do i feel?
and how does she feel?
i knew i meant a lot to her
and of course she meant a lot to me too
in the past we met problems
miracles do happens
we were friend again after two years
it was like just a dream that is never under my expectation
i'm so GLAD to be friend with her again after those days she is an amazing friend!
one thing i know is no matter how far we separate
our friendship never ends
it will be as tough as possible as our hearts link together from time to time
a true or a good friend doesn't need to see each other everyday
as long as we still keep each other in our heart
our friendship will last forever
i'll appreciate her as my true and trusted friend
i know she'll treat me like how i treat her
she will never break promises
as she wont make easy promises
WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS
this is especially for her!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING MY TRUE AND TRUSTED FRIEND!
YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST !!
will be here to support you whenever you need me i'll lend you my shoulder and hands when you need it!
Love,
-YiLiNg``
LIFE``

it means how ones will go through their life
their aims targets goals and so on..
I FEEL THAT life is meaningful no matter how tough it is we still have the long way to go we must never give up and walk until YOU reach the destiny no matter how long it is we should keep on walking... one day you'll reach the end of your life and that is also the end of the picture of your life for the last colour and the last line to draw
I remember that my teacher told me physics emphasis on the starting and the end but for life the process is the MOST important it may be full of sorrows it may be full of joy
but.. we knew that we gain much through sorrows and joys we should appreciate what we gain but not blaming others or ourself
we knew we have did our very best never regret the decision u made just accept it and looking forward to it nothing is impossible if you think you can you surely can!!
Life is for us to enjoy
but definitely not suffer
so friend!!
do please enjoy your life
love it!!
it doesn't matter are you happy with your life
but this is what god gives to you
be thankful to god
that he gave you such a great life
to co-exist with human beings and the nature
you are lucky!!!
XP