Wednesday, January 18, 2012

to my dearest juniors



和你们真正在一起的日子也只不过短短的两年。
不过 ,我真的很怀念过去我们一起走过的日子。
你们带给了我很多很多 很美好又难忘的回忆。
是我这一辈子都忘不了的。
我们和你们的感情是很特别的,是senior和junior的关系,又像姐姐和妹妹,也可以算得上是可以被信任的朋友。
我们就活在一个大大的家庭,不分你我。

过去的那些年,你们真的对我很好。
被你们这样的对待,好幸福。
谢谢你们,那么喜欢我。


佳韵
你真的是一个很开朗乐观的人。
记得,以后不管到哪里,都要保持着你这个很先天性的性格。
我很喜欢这样的你。超会带动气氛。
你真的又一股力量,而那股力量是会让人觉得被你鼓励的力量。
你就是那么有生命力。很棒!
你真的是一个motivator, 所以,有你在,任何事情都变得很有希望。
你看你看,你有多厉害!
谢谢你,为大家所带来的正面力量。
谢谢你,每一次都这么有心,这么积极,这么热情。
我们都很需要像你一样的人。
就这样一直positive下去吧,你一定会成功的!
我对你有信心,你要加油加油再加油!不要放弃哦!



文希
从以前就觉得,你比较懂事。
然后,才慢慢发现到你是个很强的stalker。
尽然可以知道这么多东西。
另一点,我们的频率也太ngam了吧。所以,我喜欢和你乱讲话。
也觉得,你也还蛮懂我的。是很开心的咯。
你是一个很有想法,算得上理智,坦率直接的人。
有什么就说什么,就其实是很真的一个人。
我喜欢这样的你!虽然讲话有时候直接到会hurt到人。我市没有被你hurt到啦。
总之,过去的那些年,谢谢你对我的谅解和包容。
谢谢你,可以让我很放心。
谢谢你,没有增加我的负担,也没有制造问题。
不管怎样,你不要忘记我就好了。



雪婷
你这个怪人!虽然是怪了一点,不过很讨喜。哈哈。
对于你,我真的很miss我们以前在一起的日子咯~
现在好像距离越来越远酱~ 很down 咯。
你都不hiao我了。哈哈。
你是一个很有责任感,很认真细心,内心世界很复杂的一个人。
喜欢用神经兮兮的样子来掩饰自己的悲伤。
说你内心世界复杂不是说你心机重,而是,你自己承受太多太多别人所不知道的负担/痛。
看你这样,会很心疼你。所以,我会想做你的朋友。
或许,现在的你已经变了。不过,记忆中的你,是这样的。
还是很谢谢你,在那时候,所给过我的全部。
谢谢你,那么懂事、有责任感。
所以,我才很放心交待东西给你,你不会让我失望的。
shitting, 勇敢地去追你的梦吧!我想,你应该有很多很多想要完成的梦。
我会永远支持你!



香湘
你不就是整天到处miss 人的人咯。很厉害咯你,可以同时miss 这么多人。
很好奇你们到底感情世界有多丰富。
不好意思har~ 当你miss我的时候,我没有miss你,还可以很直接的告诉你。
我很老实的,不会说谎。哈哈!
你就是一个很sweet的人,很manja, 很可爱,很惹人爱。
谢谢你每次会喜欢我share的歌。
谢谢你每次的关心,虽然我没有miss 回你。
谢谢你,总是那么会说很多很多很sweet的话。
还有,每一年,都没有忘记我的生日,很有心。
以后,不管在哪里,要好好照顾自己。你可以的,我相信你!
偶尔还是可以miss miss 我。我会miss 你的。

还有其他的你们,谢谢你们所带给我的美好回忆。
我会把回忆储存一辈子的,不会忘记你们。
谢谢你们,曾经走进我的世界里,还有你们给予我的一切。
我很珍惜我们曾一起分享过这个大家庭的爱。
你们真的很棒,爱你们!

Sunday, January 15, 2012

是逞强还是坚强?

是逞强还是坚强?
是坚强还是逞强?

问法不一样,就有不一样的意思。

坚强的定义是什么?
如果说,在你需要坚强的时候,你故作坚强。
但其实内心知道自己负荷不了那重量,那坚强就会变成是种逞强?

当你遇到了需要坚强的时候,一定是内心较脆弱的时候,也是你知道你当下需要比目前拥有的更多的毅力的时候。
在这个过程,你就是在考验自己的能力到底可以到哪里。
成功了,你就是变得更强了。

人的内心都是脆弱的。
就只是那个点不一样。
你有你很坚强的地方,你也有你脆弱的地方。

为什么需要坚强?
很理所当然,当你需要告诉自己不可以太脆弱的时候,你就一定会说服自己要坚强。
心疼你的人,会告诉你,不要逞强。
哈哈,这太好笑了。
这样看来,逞强是坚强之前的一个过程。
逞强久了就会开始变得真正的坚强吧?

我希望自己是坚强的。
我不喜欢看自己脆弱。
我也觉得自己还蛮坚强的啊。
为什么说我是在逞强咧?
如果你真的觉得我是在逞强,认识我够深的朋友,请你告诉我你觉得我是哪一种。
好让我承认自己真的是那样,然后再继续朝目标前进。

在被保护的同时,我也喜欢保护别人。
我喜欢也需要安全感,也喜欢给别人安全感。

可以保护可以给身边的人安全感,我会有一种莫名的成就感。

与此同时,我还蛮害怕要保护我、给我安全感、要我不要逞强的人。
因为如果我真的放松了,我会很有脸,很放荡的去依赖。
也可以说,我会变得很弱。我不喜欢这样的我。

就这样咯~ 解释完毕~ I feel so naked now. 
ISH.
 Hahahaha. 


ps: 说完了,弄到自己更乱。
不排除我可能解读错这两个词的意思。
知道的人,可以纠正我。
蔚吟,现在一定觉得我在钻牛角尖。
没办法,我就是这样的一个人。哈哈!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

a story









no captions. pictures with words paint a thousand words.
this is the only way for me to tell a story.
remember, this is just a story for all of you. =P
 a story to be imagined.


it's hard to make decisions


I have to be better in controlling my own emotions.
I'm sorry to anyone of you if I ever offended you.
You may let me know and I'll always remind myself not to do the same thing again.
I just want to be a better person.
A tough one. Not fragile one. Haha.


After I came back from bangkok, I heard the news that we can now start applying courses in public Universities.
OMG! n i g h t m a r e. 
I even dreamed of my STPM results last night. I failed Maths. 
Walau. I sipek down in my dream as how I remember. 
Ang gong popi me more please~~~ Hahahah!
Got so frightened. 
I really cannot make up my mind so damn easily. 
I know we can apply after we get our results. 
I'm just hiding myself from facing the sad truth that the day is coming nearer and near.
The day refers to the day I have to make decision. 
I don't make decision fast. Even to choose a present takes a lot of time for me. 
I just don't want to make any kind of decisions which I'll regret in the future.


I somehow feel kinda uneasy when people ask me what courses I want to take.
The reactions given after I answered the question are always very unexpected.
some will say : huh? this one good meh? 
or: this one very normal nia wor. go for bla bla bla bla bla la.
and also : what kind of job you can do after that leh?
And I must always be prepared how to react from those reactions.
Yet I think I'm not confident enough deep down inside.
Or I can say I feel so reluctant to explain to you why this is what I want. 
At the same moment, I also think that if I am able to answer the questions perfectly, the situation will be better.
Because that symbolize that I'm standing firm on my own decisions. 
Won't be easily shaken by the words others are going to say.


Actually, I know what I'll be doing in the future have to deal with people.
And I love dealing with people. 
Mr. Felix suggested me before to try Marketing.
My best friend thinks Communications is kinda good for me or something like Public Relations.
In form6, I score the best in Economics and I like it.
To study people's behavior is always my dream since I'm young. 
But that doesn't secures me a job in M'sia.

I don't want and I'm scared of feeling lost.
And I wish I can do everything with full of passion. To do what I like and to like what I do.
At the same time, earn me and my family a 'better' living.




Tuesday, January 10, 2012

b a n g k o k R O C K S !



the journey begins and this book had accompanied me all along the while. 


we fly with air asia.


my second day breakfast in the hotel.
the name of the hotel is Baiyoke Boutique Hotel.
Recommend this hotel because the price is reasonable and the place is very strategic. It takes you 5 minutes walking distance to the nearest night market and to the Platinum Shopping Mall.
This mall is something like Prangin Mall in Penang but of course the price is much much more cheaper than you can ever imagine.
I get so confused what to buy. The clothes and stuff are all very cheap plus it's all fashion.


Needless to mention who they are. 


we're on the train. the travelling speed of the train is extremely fast.
well-maintained, clean, temperature ok, people are very friendly. the system and the services all thumbs up! 


it's a business school near my hotel. the building of the school is just like a private college.
their school uniform is super chio. I saw many entao bas and lengluis.
Thai people memang good looking.


railway station. it is so clean and you hardly can find dustbin in bangkok. 


Very nice interior of a food hall in Emporium mall. 


actually, I planned to snap the sun. and I failed. haha!


washroom! Clean and nice!


Bangkok central square. Just another mall with lots of branded shops. 
Visited uniqlo but bought nothing. 


devotees praying to Lord Ganisha and 四面佛。
the statue of Buddha and Lord Ganisha is located just right in front of the central square mall.


四面佛。


took one snap in the hotel before leaving.


spot something special?


when it is stated one minute, it is really just one minute. 
very organized railway system. you need not wait any longer than 10 minutes.


the traffic. spot those pink and orange car? it's the taxi! Chio die! 


the city we live in. very hard to pronounce.


In Thailand international airport.


ready to fly back from Thailand. 


breath-taking scenery. the clouds. 


and I ended this journey. A very nice one.
And I shopped until we broke.
It is just a shopping trip.
Plan to pay visit to bangkok yearly. HAHA!

I hope you enjoy the pictures. =)

Lessons of Life

Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.
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I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here for ten minutes without fear of contradiction, defamation or retaliation. I say this as a Singaporean and more so as a husband.


My wife is a wonderful person and perfect in every way except one. She is the editor of a magazine. She corrects people for a living. She has honed her expert skills over a quarter of a century, mostly by practising at home during conversations between her and me.


On the other hand, I am a litigator. Essentially, I spend my day telling people how wrong they are. I make my living being disagreeable.


Nevertheless, there is perfect harmony in our matrimonial home. That is because when an editor and a litigator have an argument, the one who triumphs is always the wife.


And so I want to start by giving one piece of advice to the men: when you’ve already won her heart, you don’t need to win every argument.


Marriage is considered one milestone of life. Some of you may already be married. Some of you may never be married. Some of you will be married. Some of you will enjoy the experience so much, you will be married many, many times. Good for you.


The next big milestone in your life is today: your graduation. The end of education. You’re done learning.


You’ve probably been told the big lie that “Learning is a lifelong process” and that therefore you will continue studying and taking masters’ degrees and doctorates and professorships and so on. You know the sort of people who tell you that? Teachers. Don’t you think there is some measure of conflict of interest? They are in the business of learning, after all. Where would they be without you? They need you to be repeat customers.


The good news is that they’re wrong.


The bad news is that you don’t need further education because your entire life is over. It is gone. That may come as a shock to some of you. You’re in your teens or early twenties. People may tell you that you will live to be 70, 80, 90 years old. That is your life expectancy.


I love that term: life expectancy. We all understand the term to mean the average life span of a group of people. But I’m here to talk about a bigger idea, which is what you expect from your life.


You may be very happy to know that Singapore is currently ranked as the country with the third highest life expectancy. We are behind Andorra and Japan, and tied with San Marino. It seems quite clear why people in those countries, and ours, live so long. We share one thing in common: our football teams are all hopeless. There’s very little danger of any of our citizens having their pulses raised by watching us play in the World Cup. Spectators are more likely to be lulled into a gentle and restful nap.


Singaporeans have a life expectancy of 81.8 years. Singapore men live to an average of 79.21 years, while Singapore women live more than five years longer, probably to take into account the additional time they need to spend in the bathroom.


So here you are, in your twenties, thinking that you’ll have another 40 years to go. Four decades in which to live long and prosper.


Bad news. Read the papers. There are people dropping dead when they’re 50, 40, 30 years old. Or quite possibly just after finishing their convocation. They would be very disappointed that they didn’t meet their life expectancy.


I’m here to tell you this. Forget about your life expectancy.


After all, it’s calculated based on an average. And you never, ever want to expect being average.


Revisit those expectations. You might be looking forward to working, falling in love, marrying, raising a family. You are told that, as graduates, you should expect to find a job paying so much, where your hours are so much, where your responsibilities are so much.


That is what is expected of you. And if you live up to it, it will be an awful waste.


If you expect that, you will be limiting yourself. You will be living your life according to boundaries set by average people. I have nothing against average people. But no one should aspire to be them. And you don’t need years of education by the best minds in Singapore to prepare you to be average.



Life's a MESS





What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.


Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.


What does this mean for you? It is good that your life is over.


Since your life is over, you are free. Let me tell you the many wonderful things that you can do when you are free.





Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play.







The most important is this: do not work.


Work is anything that you are compelled to do. By its very nature, it is undesirable.


Work kills. The Japanese have a term “Karoshi”, which means death from overwork. That’s the most dramatic form of how work can kill. But it can also kill you in more subtle ways. If you work, then day by day, bit by bit, your soul is chipped away, disintegrating until there’s nothing left. A rock has been ground into sand and dust.


There’s a common misconception that work is necessary. You will meet people working at miserable jobs. They tell you they are “making a living”. No, they’re not. They’re dying, frittering away their fast-extinguishing lives doing things which are, at best, meaningless and, at worst, harmful.


People will tell you that work ennobles you, that work lends you a certain dignity. Work makes you free. The slogan “Arbeit macht frei” was placed at the entrances to a number of Nazi concentration camps. Utter nonsense.


Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.


Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Over and over again. You will become good at it for two reasons: you like it, and you do it often. Soon, that will have value in itself.


I like arguing, and I love language. So, I became a litigator. I enjoy it and I would do it for free. If I didn’t do that, I would’ve been in some other type of work that still involved writing fiction – probably a sports journalist.


So what should you do? You will find your own niche. I don’t imagine you will need to look very hard. By this time in your life, you will have a very good idea of what you will want to do. In fact, I’ll go further and say the ideal situation would be that you will not be able to stop yourself pursuing your passions. By this time you should know what your obsessions are. If you enjoy showing off your knowledge and feeling superior, you might become a teacher.


Find that pursuit that will energise you, consume you, become an obsession. Each day, you must rise with a restless enthusiasm. If you don’t, you are working.


Most of you will end up in activities which involve communication. To those of you I have a second message: be wary of the truth. I’m not asking you to speak it, or write it, for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things. The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure, and you will find that the closer you are to someone, the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth. Often, there is great virtue in being evasive, or equivocating. There is also great skill. Any child can blurt out the truth, without thought to the consequences. It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.


In order to be wary of the truth, you must first know it. That requires great frankness to yourself. Never fool the person in the mirror.




BE HATED






I have told you that your life is over, that you should not work, and that you should avoid telling the truth. I now say this to you: be hated.


It’s not as easy as it sounds. Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.


One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.




LOVE ANOTHER HUMAN BEING.




The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.


I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.


Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.


Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.


Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.


You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.


You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.


Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.




found this article so randomly and it turned out to be a  good piece of speech.
=D

回来了。


这整个旅程,我是很满意的。就除了一些让我大开眼界的事情。
这一趟,我是和我妈还有我妈的两个同事一起去的。
她们之前已经来过了,所以这一次的旅程她们很清楚知道他们要去哪里买什么。
这些都不算什么,重点是,我觉得她们把我和我妈变成一种负担。
我不明白为什么会这样,她们每一天的每一个行程都没有和我妈说个明白。
每每我问妈我们等下、明天去哪里,我妈都不知道。
我们是一起旅行的吧?既然你们负责编排行程,难道就不用通知一声吗?
我在你们的身上看到的就只是‘自私、自私、还是自私’。
你们重来没有问过我们的意愿,就帮我们决定一切,什么东西都只顾自己,好的也不分享。
再说,我妈怎样都是你们的上司,你们很不尊重她,你们知道吗?
就连基本礼貌都没有!
我妈问你们问题的时候,你们竟然可以继续聊你们的完全当我妈没到!!!
还不止一次,几乎每一次都这样!
过分到~~~ 我很想飙脏话!可惜我不会。
我开始明白我妈为什么不喜欢现在的工作。
这样的同事那里可能可以交心?!
刚开始,我真的不敢在我妈面前提他们的态度。
我怕我说的话会伤害她,或者说,那是她忍着很久不敢提的事。
当下只想快点回家向我爸报备!真的很想保护我妈。
直到在泰国机场要回槟城的时候,我才忍不住和妈表明我的感觉。
我妈还好好的说,现在你明白了,做工会遇到形形色色的人。
而且,我们也不像她们那么自私,不懂得尊重别人。
好,我不说了。
谢谢你们,让我更懂得做人的最基本道理,尊重别人。

来谈谈这几天想的事情吧。
看到体仁写给锦杰的那段字还有status,让我觉得那写是很值得思考的问题。
其中一句:Think of what you want in life, not what you want to do in life.
到最后,原来我要的只是简单的幸福和快乐。
就,我和我的家人,还有,身边的朋友。
我觉得我并没有一定要赚大钱,买名车,住豪宅。
我觉得我现在拥有的已经很足够了。
我更不想变成钱的奴隶,每天要烦钱不够用的问题。
所以,我只希望我赚的钱够我养活我和爸妈、还有舅舅。
当然,可以的话,我想帮我爸妈完成他们的梦想。
为什么不想赚大钱?因为我明白了我们的烦恼都来自我们欲望。
我们其实可以减少欲望,不和别人比较,因为真正富有的人就是知足快乐的人。
快乐的需求是金钱满足不到的。当你得到得更多,你只会越要越多,你的欲望越来越大。
你总是不会满足。那你怎样得到快乐呢?
如果你活得不快乐,活着到底还有什么意义呢?我不是说你不快乐就可以去死。
想办法让自己快乐,可以的。


所以,未来的日子,我决定要做自己喜欢的事。
最好能够读我自己喜欢的东西。
真的很希望我可以自己让自己过得更快乐。

我刚读完了陶晶莹的《我爱故我在》
有两样东西我想分享的是:

我们总是想表现得蛮不在乎,尤其对于那最在乎的事。

对爱固然永远不要放弃,但别忘记,爱不是只有一种形式,能疼惜你的人不会只有一个叫做老公/老婆的人,放开心,好好的享受人生去。


今天,就到此吧!=)

Friday, January 6, 2012

Tan Jin Jie's day

Happy 20th Birthday, JinJie.
Sometimes, to those friends who are really too close, we have nothing to say when the time comes.
I'm so not gonna write you another paragraph of words.
Because I've wrote you card, make you a video, plus a big celebration.
Anyway, thanks for your confession. Hahaha!
Forgive me, I'm just tired.
No more hope for birthday already. 
I really hate myself for saying things that I know it wouldn't bring any changes after saying it.
SHIT myself!

and I've deleted what I've written. 

I should have just expect less.
I'm learning I'm learning.
I'm departing to bangkok today! 
I'll enjoy myself till the max! woohoo~~!

Anyway, Handsome JinJie, love you babe! :D


ps:每一段友情都需要时间去经营的。
朋友应该是一起分享的。
I bet you know what am I referring to.
Don't keh gao gao kay? LOL!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

20120105

有时候,也会有些害怕太会观察眼色的人。
观察后,又和你一起分享的那些还好,怕就怕那些把东西看在眼里但没说出来的那些人。

对我而言,要对一个人有最基本的了解和认识,最容易的方式就是看那个人所写出来的文字。
由于文字代表着的是一个人部分的想法,所以,透过文字去了解一个人是最快最容易的。
更有效的方式是,一次过,读完他所写过的东西。

过着比较忙碌的生活是很好的,又充实,又可以避免很多胡思乱想的时间。
很多无谓的烦恼都是自己造成的。
所以,要学着控制自己的思绪,比较好。
我还是没有忘记因为这一句话所造成的后果。
所以啊,我明白了,和不同的朋友、不同的情况,说的话,一定要看场合。
很多时候,我太冲动了。
在这一方面,我要加油!

还有,在对于我想把它做好的事情,其实我是还满完美主义的。
有时候,我会对某些事情有很高的要求,也很执着。
而在这当儿,我就会变得比较不会体谅别人,只顾自己想完成的,同时觉得很多问题都不是问题。

最近,我越来越低调了。
很好!我已经在慢慢不去在意别人对我的眼光了。

都快二十岁了,我从来没有想过好好规划自己的人生。
或许,我不想给自己太大的压力。
我不习惯设定目标。我害怕失败。
我只知道,做任何事情,尽力做到最好就够了。
我对自己的要求一向来不高,这是我的一贯作风。
我真的很安于现状。不爱冒险。需要安全感。

最近还有一件事,偶然发现,我爸我妈有在担心我的testimonial的事情。
自己默默plus偷偷在背后帮我找solution.
好感动。尤其是我爸!

今天,和佳育佳佳还有TPE gang 出去蒲。
爽~
很自然,很自在,很开心的outing.
朋友就是这样!在一起的时候,没完没了的说个不停,笑个不停!
还有那一天,和蘑菇去burger king。
也很难忘!好喜欢这种感觉~

有时候,我好希望可以找到另外一个像我一样的朋友。
我一定会爱死他/她!
因为他/她,知道朋友在生日的时候最希望得到的是什么。
一句话,我喜欢我自己这种朋友!
我自恋,我自我感觉良好。
都只是保护自己的一种方式。

今天,灵感很多~








Wednesday, January 4, 2012

20120103

绕了个大圈,我们还不是回到原点。
新的一年,一定要有新的希望吗?
怎么我好像没什么感觉啊!
我只知道,这一年,很多事情都会有很多变化吧!
毕业了,又要分离了。
不过,我相信够深厚的友情是不会因为距离而有所改变的。
虽然有些事情,还是很难避免。
到最后,我好像没能守好我的承诺。
这真的是我想要的吗?
人真的很矛盾又犯贱的咯~


ps:  hanar, go away la you, my blog not nice then don't come and visit la. 
I've learned the fact that I do not write to entertain/please you to read.
It's just my freedom to write anything I want and anything I like. 
Damn you. tukao!