Finals Over ! xD

Hooray!!! Exam is over!

For my performance, I'll let bygones be bygones.

Try again harder, next time !

I believe I can do it better =)

Finals over meaning HOLIDAYS is coming and and and one third of my sixth form life is coming to an end.

Aww, this is so so so sad! I actually kinda like my gang in the class very much!

They are simply superb, you know?

Now, I have much time to do stuffs I wanted to do previously.

Stay tuned to my updates cause I'll be updating my blogpost more frequently ! XP

Not forgetting bout holidays, I have the to-do-list coming up.

Some exercise and consistent study, perhaps?

*wheeee*

Kindly visit my page more often =D

Thank you!!

Exam Fever .

I've only heard the saying that goes time waits for no mans

But but but...

I'm a woman what ! Oops! Err, Lady? No? Girl? Girl, I think.

Time, can you wait for me?

I am actually facing this problem during my final examination this time.

Sadly, I don't have enough time!

This is the first time I met this problem actually.

Especially when I was doing my Economics Paper, I'm the last in class that finished up the paper.

What was I doing?!

Yet, I'm so unsatisfied with my performance though I managed to complete all the questions on time.

If I have MORE time, I believe I can do it better.

If I have MORE time, I might have figured out the correct answers !

If there is any if ...

Apart from that, the papers that have been tested are not the papers I'm worrying.

In fact, the papers that is most challenging yet will make much difference on my ranking is this !

pictures paint a thousand words

Yes ! It's the MATHEMATICS

Again, If I have enough time, I can do more exercise.

Do you know I actually study maths but not do maths exercise?

This is my way of studying.

In actual fact, I don't have much time for me to do exercise, so I go for plan B.

Indeed, study maths is my plan B.

So, this is it.

Alright, am I wasting my time blogging?

no lah hor? =P

Can you give me credits for the photos above?

It's my PHOTOGRAPHY!

to the BFF , OdeliaODJ

I used to call you 典君 or ODJ.

Can you still remember how we met and be friends?

Actually, I couldn't remember how we actually get to know each other.

I guess it is through tuition? or 薇沁?

Do you still remember the days where you, me, mc, xy, yan, mt were always walk ourselves to tuition together and walk each other home together?

Do you still remember me, you and 薇沁 explore the kittens and go for dog walk during holidays?

Do you still remember the days we loiter at the playground doing nothing?

Do you still remember we like to talk to ksh before and after tuition?

Do you still remember we like to ask bout ksh and the bf whether they get married already or not?

Do you still remember there was once we caught in a fight for some I have forgotten reason and how we get together again?

No matter do you still remember all these footprints you left in my heart, what I want to tell you is I remember it alls.

Thank you so so much for being my friend since standard 4 I think? I could hardly remember the years.

And I'm really glad to have you as my childhood friend.

Like you said, we are still the same.

How many friends could actually stay by our side through years though we seldom each other or contact each other?

However, once we met each other, the feeling is still the same, we're close in the heart.

" Our friendship is a promise made in the heart. Silent. Unwritten. Unbreakable by distance. Unchangeable by time. Once a friend, forever a friend "

and there's another one where you said that I'm always your bff.

it was just a simple message but you just touched my heart so easily.

I'm so lucky to have you as my BEST BUDDY, remember?

You are definitely sibling God forget to give me.

We both are the only daughter in the family.

We both are the happy-go-lucky type person.

We both are optimist.

We both don't care bout image.

We both loves freedom.

We both love eating.

We both love blue colour.

We both love singing.

We both like to wear t-shirt and pants.

We both can talk non-stop.

We have the same point of view in most of the things.

What I can say is, we share the same characteristics, don't you think so?

That makes us so alike !

In life, there wouldn't be much people who actually so alike in most of things, I believe.

But, I've found one. That's you, ODJ!

In this special day, I want to wish this special person of mine

A very very HAPPY e i g h t e e n t h BIRTHDAY !

Buddy, I just want to be as happy as you can. No worries. No sorrows.

I'm always here to cheer you up whenever you need me.

You can always be who you want infront of me. I love the way you are =)

You're simply awesome !

This post is specially dedicated to my very very BEST BUDDY yet BFF, Odelia Ooi Dean Jiun 黄典君.

Thanks for being part of my life. May our friendship goes on until the very end. If I could make a wish, still, I want to be your friend in my next life, am I allow to? =D

H A P P Y 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ODJ

we don't have a picture of us ! ish!

YOURS TRULY

YILING

I Love You !

there goes one day I came up with this mind

which was

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sending " I LOVE YOU! " to five of them

and I wanted to see who love me back without hesitation.

so here's the result from them :

the first who replied

TEH KEH SIN !

" I know ar, why suddenly say again leh? :)"

" 其实我比想象中更爱你哦！因为。。。爱很难说出口啊！不用谢了，因为爱一个人不会要求回报。"

followed by YAP YIN YEE!

" cinta mu juga. "

continued by LEE YI RUEY !

" Haha. Biao bai send wrong message a.?"

" I LOVE YOU too!! Your message comforted me.. Miss-ED mushrooms a lot. ><>

next was LIM HUI YIN!

" Love u too!! Zomik? Wan biao3 bai2 to who? Den take me lai test 1st la.. Hehehe "

the last one was

REGINA WONG!

" You want to send hxx lxxx zxx is it? send wrong? "

" Hahaha.. okay.. don't sleep too late.. oh ya, tmr i bo go tuition cause got some personal thg.. sweet dreamx yea.. I LOVE YOU ! "

So as you can see,

Some hesitated why I suddenly confess to them?

Some thought that I send wrong message at first?

Some straight away replied she loves me too.

I seriously like Huiyin's reply, made me laugh like mad. XD

this doesn't mean that I don't like others' reply

Anyhow, that was so sweet receiving their reply.

Try out this one day! It will definitely make you day !

Just like they did. =D

who need ICE CREAM when they already have friends like this ?

They are sweeter than ice cream, don't they?

For V

So, I'll just stand on your side to write this little article.

Your story goes like this :

and you might believe that/take it as :

but to me,

he don't deserve you crying over for all the matters that happened.

I don't want see you crying.

Do you actually know that you always deserve better?

To hide your real feelings in front of us won't make us feel better or make us think that you are tough and strong.

Conversely, we would be more worry bout you.

You're fragile. I know that.

His simple act that don't make sense will make you goes round and round.

remember this :

He is not that perfect guy

to the one who really cares.

If there's a wish for you

I'll request angel to sent you a perfect guy who can give his very best to you

as a gift from me to you

love yourself

Sometimes I wonder, who actually needs love when friendship can actually completes you?

oops ! I'm not referring to family's love. I mean that ehhem ehhem kind of love.

you know i know lahh.

Why people can actually sacrifice so so much for their lover, but not to one who have brought us here?

If we can treat the same way we treat our lover to our family, I believe the world would be much more wonderful than what it is now.

Don't you think so?

No one is your everything, everything is You.

PS : No offence to anyone =)

空虚 啊 空虚

为什么总是在夜深人静的时候感到特别空虚？

自从上了中六，我发现，我变了。

变得害怕一个人，害怕独处。

以前的我，不是这样的。

都怪你们！无法和你们每天在一起，让我感到格外的没有安全感，我害怕失去任何一个你们。

惨了，我才发现，我一直都很依赖着你们。

无聊时，想找个人聊天，我也做不了决定，到最后，还是把手机收起来。

就这样，无聊下去。。。

-悲哀-

-.-

PS : 依玲，早日康复吧！

泡沫之夏 - 欧辰写给夏沫的信

夏沫， 当你看到这封信的时候，我已经在飞往法国的航班上。

有很多话想要对你说，然而提起笔来，又不知该从何说起……

记得第一次遇到你是在那个盛夏，小小的你穿着白色的小蓬裙，从林荫道中跑出来，张开双臂拦在我的车前，美丽可爱得就像童话中的小天使，就像是上天送给我的礼物。 

也许听起来有点可笑，十四岁的我竟然从那一刻起就喜欢上了十一岁的你。

如果能够，想要紧紧将你藏入我的手心，不让任何人看到你，不让任何人碰触你，甚至小澄也不可以。 

你渐渐长大，越来越美丽，越来越像钻石般有夺目的光华。

我渐渐开始担心，害怕有人看到了你发现了你，会将你从我的身边夺走。 而那个人终于出现了。 

你对那个叫洛熙的男孩子有着不同寻常的感情，会因为他而发怒，会因为他而出神，会因为他而求我，会因为他而微笑。

于是，嫉妒咬噬了我的心，我要将他赶走，不允许他在你的身边多停留一秒钟。

所以，那晚的樱花树下你说的没错，悲剧的发生是因为我，是我霸道的占有欲毁灭了原本握在手中的幸福。

当你说出分手。 当你冷漠地将绿蕾丝抛向夜空，头也不回地离开，我的世界顷刻间被摧毁，坠入地狱。 

五年后，再次和你重逢。车祸后失忆的我不再记得你，却又再次被你吸引，爱上了你。 

而这次，我依旧犯下同样的错误。 强烈的占有欲不但没有消褪，反而更加变本加厉。

封杀洛熙，刻意让他误会我和你之间的关系，明明知道你喜欢的是谁，却用小澄的换肾手术要挟你和我结婚。 当小澄指责我用肾来威胁你太过卑劣，拒绝做换肾手术。 当你高烧昏迷在病床上。 

我曾经有过动摇，想要将自由还给你。

而你病好之后，看着你温柔的笑容，我们三人像一家人一样生活在一起，我又犹豫了。

不舍得离开你，哪怕自私，也想永远和你在一起。 可是，终究还是错的。 小澄去世的时候，如果是洛熙在你的身旁，如果是你喜欢的人守护着你，如果我早些放手，也许你就不会绝望到险些崩溃的地步。

如果你身边是你喜欢的人，为了他，你也会好好活下去吧。 

像我这样，上天竟然也会眷顾。

你的腹中有了我们的骨肉，这让你重新振作了起来，也让我又一次地开始挣扎。 

我知道家人对于你的意义。 

为了宝宝你会努力保护这个家，会永远留在我的身边，会努力忘去心中那个人的影子。我也不顾一切地想永远陪伴着你，看着宝宝一天长大，将你们紧紧地守护在我的身旁。 只是，这会不会又是一个错误。

你的幸福不应该是只有宝宝就足够了，能和喜欢的人在一起，和他度过你的人生，才是你真正圆满的幸福。 

以前只要能够守在你的身边，看着你，就是我最大的幸福，为此可以不择手段。

而现在，我想要看到你幸福地生活，像小澄那些画里的一样，有着幸福快乐的笑容，从唇角一直笑到眼底。 

所以，我走了。 虽然不在你和宝宝的身边，我也会用我最大的努力去爱护宝宝，我是宝宝的父亲，无论你做出什么样的决定，你和宝宝都永远是我最珍爱的人……

欧辰

绝对值的看的一部偶像剧

泡沫之夏。

l e t g o ， p l e a s e 。

还以为你已经放下了

原来，不是的

为什么明知道再这样下去是不会有结果的

又何必继续这样下去？

放下很难，不过，很多人都做到了。

你不能吗？

明知道

执着不好

那为什么你还是一样地执着呢？

早点放下吧

还给自己你应该得到的自由

我真的不想看到你再这样下去

我实在不想让我们的友情画上句点

难道我做得不够明显，不够直接吗？

你又知不知道

在这段时期

你错过了多少更值得你去珍惜的人、事、物呢？

朋友

还是

。

。

。

放下吧！

只要你愿意，你一定可以做到！

ps: you know who you are

据说是美国狗证上面的话

1）我这一生大概能活10到15年，和你分别是件无比痛苦的事。

My life likely to last ten to fifteen years. Any separation from you will be painful for me. Remember that before you buy me.

2）在给我命令时请给我理解的时间，别对我发脾气，虽然我一定会原谅你的，你的耐心和理解能让我学得更快。

Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3）请好好对我，因为世界上最珍惜最需要你的爱心的是我，别生气太久，也别把我关起来，因为，你有你的生活，你的朋友，你的工作和娱乐，而我，只有你。

Don't be angry for me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work，your entertainment and your firends. I have only you.

4）经常和我说话吧，虽然我听不懂你的语言，但我认得你的声音，你是知道的，在你回家时我是多么高兴，因为我一直在竖着耳朵等待你的脚步声。

Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understand your words. I understand your voice when it's speaking to me.

5）请注意你对待我的好，我永远不会忘记它，如果它是残酷的，可能会影响我永远.

Be aware that however you treat me, I'll never forget it and if it's cruel it may affect me forever.

6）请别打我，记住，我有反抗的牙齿，但我不会咬你。

Remerber before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand，but that I choose not to bite you.

7）在你觉得我懒，不再又跑又跳或者不听话时，在骂我之前，请想想也许我出了什么问题，也许我吃的东西不对，也许我病了，也许我已经老了。

Before you scold me for being uncooperative，please ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food，or I've been run in the sun too long or my heart is getting old and weak.

8）当我老了，不再像小宝贝时那么可爱时，请你仍然对我好，仍然照顾我，带我看病，因为我们都会有老的一天.

Take care of me when I get old. You too，will grow old.

9）当我已经很老的时候，当我的健康已经逝去，已无法正常的生活，请不要想方设法让我继续活下去，因为我已经不行了，我知道你也不想我离开，但请接受这个事实，并在最后的时刻与我在一起，求求你一定不要说"我不忍心看它死去"而走开，因为在我生命的最后一刻，如果能在你怀中离开这个世界，听着你的声音，我就什么都不怕，你就是我的家，我爱你！

Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say I can't bear to watch it or let it happen in my absent. Everything is easily for me if you arethere. Remember，I love you.

via facebook 优质血统's note.

SO TOUCHING !