life goes on, i know it.

and first, it was full of insecurities, then, you seek  for securities among insecurities.

later, you trusted deeply and soon get affected so damn easily. 

when people get high expectation on you, a little minor error might destroyed the trust that has been built.

what to do when that is your true self. nothing can be explained.

when changes can be seen and nothing can be spoken. 

all chocked up and keep on pretending nothing has happened.

they taught me a lesson: no pain, no gain. 

that fear of making people felt disappoint.

it's pathetic to pretend you're okay when reality shows the reverse. 

why pretend to be okay? it's simple when we don't really need anyone to ask what has happened.

i know this feeling won't last. everything will be alright. =)

see, another fake smiley just to make everything looks better. haha. XD