relieved or not?

Just had my MUET today.

Argh.

Again, I know I could have done it better.

Especially on the writing paper.

"the most valuable things in life is friendship." Do you agree? Discuss.

This topic supposed to be my topic as in the topic that I can handle well

As you can see from my blogpost, half of the content is about friendship.

As friendship took up the main parts of my life.

And I realized the essay I have written in the past exam paper like SPM and school exams

I, too, wrote something related to friendship

and I did quoted a lot of quotes in the essay which I think I did it quite well.

While for this year topic, I guess it is very simple and easy.

Or I should say it seems to be simply and easy.

But, I don't think so because I guess everyone would probably writing about the same point.

So how can your essay stand out from others is the major problem.

How to write like a form6 students showing your mature thinking?

Nah, I don't think I show any.

So sad, I don't really dump in everything yet.

I was like in a rush to complete everything.

I have written everything that flows into my mind during the one and a half hour.

Ish.

Really cannot figure out why I keep on setting higher aim and expectation to myself during form6.

I'm not like the me who can easily let bygones be bygones anymore.

Why why why?!

Perhaps, only I, myself can solve this problem.

Somehow or rather, I do feel a little bit relieved when this test finally ends.

I no longer need to go for tuition and muet lessons in school.

Owh yeah, I would like to thank my tuition teachers Mr. Felix and Calvin.

Though you both might not read this.

I just wanna send my deepest gratitude to both of you.

Both of you are equally good teachers.

Thank you two for each and everything that had been taught to us.

For those who thought of me when you read through the essay question

Thank you so much !

It means something to me and I really appreciate that.

You guys made my day! =D

I had a really great chat with my dearest just now.

And I don't talk enough lahh !

wyn, goodbye !

I'll miss you eh.

I feel so disturbed as I haven't finished my talking with you.

Cepat cepat balik har !

I love heart talks in cars - car talks. =]

我们不能时时在身边

好像电话短信也没有了

我们不能第一时间

分享彼此的快乐与不快乐

好像变的冷漠沉默了

我们不能再一起去吃饭

一起说说笑笑

好像走出彼此的世界了

我们不能一起考试

一起努力

一起奋斗

好像现在已经完全脱离过去了

我们不再有小矛盾

也不再笑的那么肆无忌惮

好像身边少了一些什么

但也不那么重要了

我们不能一起犯错一起哭

好像那只属于过去的不成熟

我们不能讨论谁今天好帅，

制造那故意的偶遇了

好像青葱岁月只留下斑驳的记忆

我们都有了新的生活新的环境

新的朋友我们都在面对新的事

新的人陪在我们身边

分享着我们的喜怒哀乐

有时候也会想起想起曾经的我们

有时候一个小物品

就会勾起一大串一大串的回忆

关于你 关于我们

甚至连那一句话都记得清楚

当时的笑当时的闹时间改变了什么

其实什么都没有

时间让我们从过去到现在冲淡的是回忆

带不走的也是回忆

亲爱的你们

感激遇到你

陪我走过那一段长长的路那时的我

幼稚不成熟

那时的我

遇到一个又一个坎

是你们陪我成长

没有丢下我

如今大家都在不同的地方

不同的环境

渐渐地渐渐地

不再联系

但状态的每一次更新，

相册的每一次更改

都牵动着彼此的心

因为这样，

我就知道远方的你们

好或不好

快乐或不快乐

原谅不能时刻陪伴

原谅那份感情不再浓烈

原谅或许偶尔想起会感觉孤单

如果有一天我们再遇见

朋友们

好哥们

好姐们

同桌的你

那当初的一切不会变

那当初陪我牵手走过的路不会忘记！

那种感情，不再浓烈，却一直存在的

taken from odj's blog.

However, I still think that we're still the same though we don't get to share immediate feelings and get along together everyday. Some things just don't change. =)