Friday, September 30, 2011

Seriously, I am not satisfied with my trials' result this time.
Overall, I didn't improve.
My CGPA drops from 3.2 to 3.0.
sigh.
Anyway, I'm not giving up
because
我的字典里没有放弃,因为已锁定你~~~~

I was having a good mood this morning but things didn't ended up well the whole day.
Down a little during afternoon and neutral for now.
Thoughts aren't clear. Having lots of stuff inside my mind.
Very confused. Not very happy. 
Lazy to turn thoughts to words. 
There are so many words left unspoken.
Thank you for existing. 
You ruin everything. 

Sometimes, I seriously hate you. 
:(

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Wish you were here :)

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, Oh, Oh,
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go...

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Friday, September 16, 2011

老妈因血压高,住院了。
不过今早,看到老爸对妈无微不至的照顾,看了,真是感动。
真的很少看到爸爸这样的照顾着妈妈。
我老爸不是一个很会表达自己的人,尤其是把爱说出口。
他总是喜欢用语助词(a e i o u) 来带过一切。
我好喜欢看到这样为妈妈做出贴心举动的爸爸,爱死他!
就这样,觉得我们家很有爱。
还再睡同一张床的我们,很幸福!=)


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

暂时,完了;所以,玩了。


感觉又好像很多东西想要写
却又不知道要些什么
现在,预试考完了
每每考完试,我都会毫无顾虑的放纵自己
能放纵多少,就放纵多少。
真的不怎么喜欢,一天,把大多数时间放在书本上的日子。
有点太腻了
而且,只从上了中六,我好像特别把考试看得很重。
不知道是不是因为觉得自己应该有这个能力考更好的成绩
所以,没有让自己松懈,精神一直都很紧绷,每晚都很难入眠。
这是压力吗?我不觉得是。
不过这些情况都只发生在考试的期间。
临时抱佛脚嘛,就是这样的咯。
可是,我也同时发现,我读书的毅力有在退步,比起中三中五拼书的日子。
怎么说,就不是那么的有纪律咯。
读书的效率也真的慢了,明显没有持之以恒。
一直会中断,一直想要放纵自己,那种一直要放纵自己的欲望很强烈。
不过到最后一秒还是没有放弃,把应该读的读完。
其实,我比较担心的,真的是数学。
文科班的数学已经比较容易了,可是,我还是没办法掌握。
练习一题都没做,只顾拼命的读完它。
我想,在这两个月内,好好的补救,希望,可以达到水准。
最近感觉满开心的,原来,我认识的人,都让我从他们身上学会了很多。
而且,才知道,我用了这么久的时间来想通一些事情,甚至是一些我以前忽略的事情。
可是最近,还真的和做自己这个课题感到很挣扎。
算了吧,我会慢慢想的。


好吧,再告诉你们我最近在忙什么。
就,追戏咯。
哈哈哈哈!
古装韩剧- 成均馆绯闻!!!!!
WALAO! 真的是好看到爆!
挺后悔现在才看,还记得,以前,在yiyen的blog有介绍过,不过,那时候并不感兴趣
直到前一个星期,astro双新开始播,看了一集,就深深被故事,人物,给吸引了!
那种看戏看到,自己在那边紧张,狂笑,傻笑,心痛,挣扎的感觉。
你说我能怎样?!
真的真的太刺激,太可爱,太好看了!
还有啊,我老爸也真的越来越哈韩了。
那天,竟然更我说Mr.Simple 现在很top,很好听!
说好听就算了,还自己跑去download。晕!
then 还批评台湾偶像剧演员的演技一点都比不上韩剧演员的演技。

还有一些我没曾在这里提过的就是,
我每天都会按时看台湾综艺节目- 康熙来了!
看康熙会看到上瘾,就是很好看,内容和话题都很精彩。
看了,只会让我更想去台湾。
还有,要疏解压力,看康熙真的让我心情变好,或者应该说,保持好心情。
也一样咯,会一边看,一边对着电脑银幕狂笑,你说开不开心?!
看节目,你会从一些故事领悟到东西的,有很多我写东西的灵感,也是从看节目来的。
信不信?哈哈。

接下来就是,每周都会锁定的- 华人星光大道。
好看,好听!
有我们国家的代表,而且,还是有实力的代表。
越看越光荣。
喜欢从华人星光大道里听好歌,搜索一些很好听的歌。
就这样咯,让我一直看下去。

还有其他,我常在看的节目有:大学生了没,SS小燕之夜。

好的,就这样。







这是刚刚做的心理测验,以前做过了,不过,选择不一样了,结果,还是有它准的地方。


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


测试的网址:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx




祝还再努力拼书的朋友,考试顺利!
稳稳上考场吧,你能的,要有自信!
:D
加油!!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Screw you, Maths!

There goes Maths again! 
ooooommmmmmgeeeeeeeeee!
Having the same problem over and over again.
How many times I've asked myself to pay more effort in MATHS
But still, I'm too reluctant.
So, no one to blame.
Blame myself.
It's been awhile since my last update
Am here to clear the spider webs.
Readers, I think I might not be updating for one week.
As my trial will end on next Tuesday.
And I'll set myself free for awhile before I get back to the BOOK world
So, I'm here to wish everyone good luck for the coming trial and those who are sitting for trial.
Keep it up yo!
Well, I'm here to wish myself luck too!
I must be more confident to score a better grade.
I just want myself to improve this time.
And that is all I want.

=)

Sunday, August 28, 2011

爱上萧敬腾!

或许,你一看到他的名字就有不喜欢的感觉,或是之前对他的印象不是很好。
我之前也有这样的感觉,就听到他的名会有不舒服,'YER'的感觉。
可是,自从听到他的新歌,看他上节目
我觉得
他的人,他的歌,都太棒了!
又长得越来越帅
听他的歌,真的很有感觉
歌词又很有意境
他就是用生命在唱歌
听他的歌,会有燃烧的感觉
我特别喜欢这张专辑《狂想曲》
在这里,我要好好介绍我喜欢的歌




















你说你说,怎么可能不爱上他?!
简直被他迷倒了!哈哈哈!
XP
你们真的可以听一下他的歌 =)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

my small little dreams :D







There are few things I hope I could get the chance to get it done as soon as possible.
And these things are my small little wish/dream/hope.
This time, I'm going to list out some of the things I wish I could accomplish during these few years.


  1. I wish to go for a trip with my friends, the destination can be just around Malaysia. If possible, I would like to go to Taiwan, the place I wanted to go the most at this moment.
  2. I want to get drunk plus sleepover in any of the indoors. The place can be a service apartment, my house, hotel, or even friends' house.
  3. I wish to go for a hiking trip at pantai kerachut, try out parachute, and also fly kite. I want to get the chance to embrace the sky, and enjoy the feeling flying up high.
  4. I wish I can go against my curfew and catch a midnight movie or hangout with friends from p.m. to a.m..
  5. I wish I can throw a party gathering all my friends. When I say ALL, I really mean it.
  6. I want to go to the fun fair and play around like when I was just a little kid.
  7. I hope I can always be myself no matter how things are trying to tear me apart.
  8. I hope my friends and family are always be in peace of mind, pink of health, being away from suffering and danger, positive in thinking, happy from the heart, and always being true to herself/himself.










And this song is very nice.
=)
Enjoy !
Happy Holiday and Happy Studying!
Good luck and all the best to all who are sitting for trials.
To those who are entering the new chapter of their life, University life, just remember to enjoy the days in U and have fun till the max!
Will be waiting for you guys to come back penang and gather again.
Let's just keep in touch.
Take care, my friends.


Friday, August 26, 2011

Thursday, August 25, 2011

And I die a little inside.


I've failed to protect myself with the protection layer I've built for myself.


I will try my best to accept things that comes to me for the good and bad.


Stay tough, yiling!


You must be alright no matter how.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

多年来的第一次!爽到~

我想,我真的是个蛮叛逆的学生。
尤其是在学校,我虽然不算上是坏学生,但,我可以很确定我一点都不乖,我胆子还蛮大的。
哈哈哈哈!
今天发生了一件大事!真的很大!
想不到,我尽然被老师从课室里赶出来了!!!
这一次,还真的是我中学生涯的第一次被赶出教室!
不过,感觉真的很爽!
中学生活没有这些趣事,好像也太无聊了。
有了这一次的经验,真的让我觉得,我的中学生涯更有意义。
我还以为这样被赶出教室的事只会发生在中五以前,万万没想到,我竟然在中六(Upper Sixth)被赶出来了!
可是我一点都不觉得丢脸,原因是
一、我有orneh陪我。
二、那一节的课,本来就没有意义,有选择的话,我相信会有其他同学选择不上那一堂课的。
三、我并不觉得我真的很过分啦。(在老师的立场,或许真的很过分)
我只不过是拿liquid涂我前右方同学的衣服
在这之前,我的那位同学也涂鸦了我邻座的同学的书。
之后被老师发现了,
老师认为我无心要上课之余还影响其他同学,就建议我离开教室。
至于orneh呢,由于她因为换了位子,被老师发现后,老师要她坐回原位,
她于是就在自己的位子做别的科目的功课,
而被老师警告要做别的功课,可以不用上她的课,直接到图书馆去做。


结果,老师一口气把我们俩赶出来了,在离开教室之前,我们俩还开开心心带着笑容离开去。
心里的感觉真的很爽,不需要在课室里熬过三节,还可以到图书馆去享受冷气。
更刺激的是,我们在半路途中,遇到了学生事务副校长,MissOng
骗了她说,我们早放学,她叫我们不要打扰其他同学上课(因为那时候,我们去了诗敏的班上找她)
她以为我们Muet课早放学,所以就相信我们了。好险!
那时候,我们也有冲动告诉她,我们其实是被赶出来的。
今天,真的很值得我去回忆。
太爽了,耍坏叛逆的感觉!


讲真的,有好几位老师也曾觉得我是个问题学生。
我在班上,要吗,就睡觉睡整节;清醒的时候,又爱和老师顶嘴,和同学嬉闹。
你说,老师对我的印象会好到哪里去呢?
哈哈哈哈!


其实,我这样的行为,我偶尔想起来也会有点内疚。
是对我的父母内疚。
他们应该不知道我在上课的时候竟然是这样的态度。
所以,希望anggongpopi,不要让我妈用谷格翻译这一篇,要不然,我就死定了!


不管啦,反正我就是很爽,很享受这一切的一切!
我本来就应该称还没过二十岁,好好尽情地体验我们的青春期,才不会留下遗憾嘛!








“青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了,還盼望回頭再淋它一次。” 
-九把刀


这部戏,一定要看的啦!可惜,这里还没上映。要等到十一月。
可是不管怎样,我会想办法在十一月之前把它看个够!
一定很好看!
好期待九把刀的电影,他的作品都太棒了!