不想告别 中学生涯

最近，面对毕业，真的感触很多

无时无刻，都觉得时间对我们实在是太残忍

我好想大声地说：“我不想毕业！”

到现在才发现

当我还没能够珍惜学校里的一切

还没能珍惜

还留在学校的每一天

还没能珍惜

与朋友度过的每分每秒

可是

我和‘毕业’这二字的距离却是越来越近

如果说

时间能停留在这瞬间

那该有多好啊

回到现实

这是不可能的

醒了啦，陈同学

接下来

还剩下一个星期

每一天都在倒数

知不知道毕业对我而言象征着什么？

从我毕业那天起

也意味着

我们

特别是那五粒

不再有机会从见面互笑直到说了再见还笑不完

我呢

也不再有机会被她们笑

我们

不再有机会一起笑人

我们

不再无聊到玩起默契游戏

我们

不再有机会一起过生日

不再有机会。。。

写着写着

发现

怎么多数都跟笑有关系？

如果说

我看似活得快乐的人

那

我快乐

只因为

他们五粒的存在

所以说

即将和他们的分离

代表着

快乐会随着时间的流逝离我越来越远

这是我最想逃避的事实

问我在中学生涯最舍不得的是什么？

我的答案会是

那五粒蘑菇

但愿 "friends forever" 真的可以在我们的身上派上用场

不久

就，这一辈子。

在这，我先说

再见了，我最想再见的朋友！

p/s: 本来这一篇是要献给我所有的朋友，怎知还是献给了她们

不好意思了各位，耐心地等下一篇吧！=)

累了，就把心事放下來...

received this from a mail.

just for sharing =)

最近認識一位美國籍的出家師父，是個很有趣的事情。

特別是他叫我舉起蕃茄汁，跟他說話的經驗。

我們約在新竹的一家茶館，用英文談論著心經，師父用英文跟我解釋因果、輪迴這些事情，這都還不稀奇。

師父一聽完我跟他提到～個人煩惱的時候，他索性要我左手提起～他剛買的三罐番茄汁，一邊提著，一邊跟他說話。

可想而知，我左手感覺到疲勞的程度，跟時間成了正比。

也懊惱著為何師父要我一邊提著三罐蕃茄汁，一邊跟他說話。

受不了這樣的酸楚，我自行把左手放下，卻聽到師父跟我說：「 Hold it up, and keep talking to me. 」

聽到這樣的話，心理不免起了疑心，我手提的那麼酸，為何不讓我放下手上的重物，輕鬆地與他對談？

約莫過了15分鐘，我的左手實在承受不住了，才聽見師父跟我說：「Now you can put it down」。

看著我狐疑有趣的經驗，對吧？

最近我開始這樣的練習，一手舉起有重量的東西，一邊想著事情。

手酸了，自然會放下手上的東西，看看有一天，我會不會也學到，心累了，就把心事給放下來。

我們能很容易的放下有形的重物，卻很難放下無形的重擔。

看著我狐疑的臉，師父居然笑了出來。

「你不喜歡提著重物跟我說話， 為何你卻喜歡帶著煩惱，過著你的生活呢？

手酸了，放下就好，對待煩惱，不也是這樣？

或是這些煩惱，就像是那些番茄汁一樣，是你自己用手把它們給舉起來的呢？」

.

能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，

能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，

能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开。

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能解决的事，不必去担心；

不能解决的事，担心也没用。

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执著的人生 会让人承受莫需有的承担;

学习放下执着 也就是在学习人生自在。

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To 2009 PMR-ians

Here, I would like to wish all of the pmr-ians for year 2009 a very good luck and all the best on your coming examinations!

Xiang xiang, Shitting, Kath, Wenxi:

xiang : get off yourself from fb and the line!

shitting : get lost from the computer! no more appear offline or appear online!

kath : enough liao la, go study!

wenxi : don't keep on buy me and make me dating with anyone on friends for sale!

if anyone one of you are reading this post, please get lost and go study now !

you guys are not supposed to be in front of the computer !

guys, is just PMR, no big deal kay? work hard la.

Just do your best because I believe you guys can definitely do it!

加油！GO GO GO!

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

p/s : guai guai study la you all. At the same time, I want to tell myself this too! :P

-YiLiNg``=P

亲爱的 是我 。

你绝望的那天 门关得很轻

我却没听见你 流泪身影

守着我背影

原来是你 一直是你

越是来不及 乐者怪自己 没有说

好像说亲爱的是我

爱如何哭着问候不颤抖

曾在泥泞背着我走

又朝阳光背对我走

不再边笑边呼唤我

好像说亲爱的是我

撕裂回忆比存封还难受

说好听见回答就走

又怕你只回答就走

像在梦里回过头说

亲爱的 是我

乞丐

那天， 我和我老爸在新关仔角的小饭摊吃晚餐。

吃着， 有位靠着双手在地上移动的乞丐正朝向我们的桌子前来，

我爸应该是看他可怜，马上就拿口袋里的一令吉给他， 他说完 THANK YOU 就继续朝另一桌去。

接着， 有位 UNCLE 吹着口琴 （相信有去过那里的都应该看过他），也来向每一桌的顾客讨钱。

我猜想　：　我爸也应该是觉得施舍给他一些是满合理的，　起码他单靠他的一些才艺来筹钱。

所以，　爸也给了他一些零钱，没记错的话是五十仙。

不久，　有一位拿着拐杖的　ＡＨ　ＰＥＫ　一拐一拐的走向我们请我们帮一点忙，爸就给了他二十仙，

而隔壁桌的一位年轻人却拒绝捐钱给他，那　ＡＨ　ＰＥＫ　就在一旁碎碎念　“没有给，　我也是会讲ＳＯＲＲＹ　的”，　他就这样一直念一直念下去。　

当然，这二位也有向我们道谢啦。

ＡＨ　ＰＥＫ　走了之后，老爸就在注意他走路的姿态，看完，摇了头，向我说　：“ ke eh ( 假的）”　

我笑了笑，也沉默了一阵子， 心想 ：若是我，我应该是不会施舍半分钱给他们，　或许是因为曾经在丁加奴看过　ｌｉｖｅ　的假乞丐，所以我不相信他们，也不想去分辨是真是假。　

对我而言，　有手有脚，　就一定能为社会贡献点什么，　而不是在那里利用及欺骗社会人士的善心来过日子。　

那时候，我真的很不同意爸一直捐钱给他们，而且还一个接一个的，　有够过分！（指乞丐）　

在回家的路途上，我反复的想了这一件事，　　“　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｉｃｈ　ｋｎｏｗｓ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｓｈａｒｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｏｏｒ，　ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｅｇｇａｒｓ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｎｏ　ｌｏｎｇｅｒ　ｂｅ　ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｏａｄｓｉｄｅ＂

我在想的是　：如果说，我的一分钱，真的可以帮得了你的一时之需，或挽救一条生命，　我愿意捐出我的一分钱　；　相反，如果你只想在哪里拍拍屁股走来走去等待钱从天而降，那，很抱歉，我一定不会帮你！　

但，有时候，看到他们，一定会有怜悯之心，舍得不给吗？　

你们呢？会施舍一些钱给他们吗？　会是多少呢？　在哪种情况下会施舍？

ｐ／ｓ：那天的　ｅｎｄｉｎｇ，有位　ａｕｎｔｉｅ，她，　没有任何残缺，也在那里讨钱，这一次，　我老爸终于摇头拒绝了。　哈哈！　

Nicknames . LOL

the one who laugh always

the consolation

the second runner up

the first runner up

the champion!

You may wonder what title do they won?

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As I was on the way back home from tuition just now,

I suddenly laugh because of the things I'm going do blog about.

You know when people gets boring, we'll try to find something to chat or do about to lighten up the days with all the funs and laughter.

And for your information, we, six of us, really like to create nicknames for some particular reason or eiher he or she has a special characteristic.

It's erm, our faourite passtime?

I don't know whether you guys heard nicknames like these before.

But I hope you can enjoy reading it.

I'll start off with :

pudding

wasabi

katak man

初吻

白墙壁

bu tor gua ( grapes )

bek lasam ( white dirty )

o lasam ( black dirty )

肥 trainer

异族恋

壮

壮厉害

小弟弟

黑长马 aka oo teng be

sleeping bag

kiu mo kat (curly hair kat )

帅哥

樱桃小嘴

樱桃弟

樱桃嫂

情敌

watery

siam tai zhu

tai B

sin zhui ( collect water )

卖 CD 的

chi kor

michael & michelle

sunshine

手心

毕业不了

No。1

声音好听

中 1

I team leader

经典

鼻子缺陷

tu piang

放屁王

pregnant 6 months

pregnant 9 months

配配1 & 2

collap

dayang

berlian

pua kang bo

boat foot

semula

ah do

balloon

9 号鞋

miss U

Jelutong auntie

很帅的

头头

神枪手

two round turns

hehhehheh

马来人

zambia

beh bin ( 马面 )

妃子

boyfriend girlfriend

整个renjer最帅的

sinews aka tendons

mt

pimples and pox

tommy

muscle man

burger

bikini

叶美丽

gelang

curtain

grasshopper

heida

juicy

fruity

肥 fa aka fatty flower

rafflesia

hippo

feida

...........

I don't know did I left out anyone.

But they are really the people that brightens our day.

Now, I really appreciate the people above.

I apologize if you guys think that that was humiliating but we really didn't mean it.

These are just for FUN.

I couldn't imagine how would our life be without the people I stated above.

end of story.

Wanna know who are the great creater that create those silliest & weirdest nicknames?

scoll back to the top!

p/s : there is one more who always laugh aside but the picture of her is not posted. You should know who she is.
p/s 2: To the 5 of you, kindly let me know what are the names I left out. =P

Chawyeh, yes, besides tag still tag - my blog. -.-

01. Who was your last text from? -y3
02. Where was your default picture taken? -''meeting room''
03. Your relationship status? -single
04. Have you ever lost a close friend? -yea, once
05. What is your current mood? - o/s: go study lar, tan yi ling! what are you doing here?! enough liao lor I tell you!!!
06. How many siblings do you have? -0
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? - Tan Ah Boo? xP
08. Where do you wish you were right now? - no where
09. Have a crazy side? -duhh, of course
10. Ever had a near death experience? -no no!
11. Something you do a lot? -ahh, pigging la. what else?
12. Angry at anyone? -jiak par siau eng bo su zhor?
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? nothing will stop lar =P
14. When was the last time you cried? -forgotten. hmm, farewell?
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? - currently, no?
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? -ahh, faster sleep lorr..
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - the girl who called from cambridge?
18. What is your favorite song? - duh, banyakNya
19. What are you doing right now? -Doing this tag.
20. Who do you trust right now? - my family and trusted friends.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? -reject shop
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? -no lar.
23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you? - hmm, i dont know -.-
24. Describe your life in one word? - complicated yet unique
25. Who are you thinking of right now? -no one
26. What should you be doing right now? -Studying
27. What are you listening to? -Come back to me by Utada [ nice!! ]
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? - I always forgot who I hug or who hug me. Sorry.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? - argh! Froggie!
30. Do you act differently around the person you like? -hahaha. perhaps?
31. What is your natural hair color? -Dark Brown
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? -y3
33. Who was the last person to make you sad? -Froggie!!!
34. What do you hear? -Hear what?
35.Is your hair curly or straight? -A Little Curly XPP
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? -nope
37. Do you have a best friend? -I think so.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? - Crazy?!
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? - of course I do.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? - yes. LOL
41. Are you happy with life right now? -so so lar..
42. Are you currently jealous? -nope
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? -ear rings
44. What were you doing on Friday night? - loiter around queens to buy presents =)
45. Have you ever had your heart broken? -nope
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? -hmm, no gua? I dont know.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? - myself.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? -mild food poisoning
49. How late did you stay up last night and why? - 2a.m Watched Van Wilder =)
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? -NO larr..

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```yanduan
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臭心肝？！

这是我人生中第一次

在当众被羞辱

对

这个人不是谁

就是

你

本班前任物理老师 兼 本校纪律老师

只不过是小事一桩

可是你却不能心平气和地看待

我一心只想为班上的同学讨回一个公道

是我做错了吗？

做了这些

换来了一句

我，臭心肝!!!!!!

我输了

恭喜你

你这一句话

伤到我了

而且很重

被你的这一句话伤到后

我一度想要喷泪

可是

还是忍住了

所以我决定不再与你继续争论此事

不再争论

不代表我认输 或 认同你的说法

而

是我不想和你一般见识

这样。。

就够了！！！

p/s: 为什么我们班最近都跟老师过不去？

最后一年了

我真的不想再这样下去

真的真的。。够了！！

Nobody by Wonder Girls / Wash Your Hands ( H1N1)

received this mail from deidre
this is quite funny
although it is a little bit dirty XP
have fun!