爱上萧敬腾！

或许，你一看到他的名字就有不喜欢的感觉，或是之前对他的印象不是很好。

我之前也有这样的感觉，就听到他的名会有不舒服，'YER'的感觉。

可是，自从听到他的新歌，看他上节目

我觉得

他的人，他的歌，都太棒了！

又长得越来越帅

听他的歌，真的很有感觉

歌词又很有意境

他就是用生命在唱歌

听他的歌，会有燃烧的感觉

我特别喜欢这张专辑《狂想曲》

在这里，我要好好介绍我喜欢的歌

你说你说，怎么可能不爱上他？！

简直被他迷倒了！哈哈哈！

XP

你们真的可以听一下他的歌 =)

my small little dreams :D

There are few things I hope I could get the chance to get it done as soon as possible.

And these things are my small little wish/dream/hope.

This time, I'm going to list out some of the things I wish I could accomplish during these few years.

1. I wish to go for a trip with my friends, the destination can be just around Malaysia. If possible, I would like to go to Taiwan, the place I wanted to go the most at this moment.
2. I want to get drunk plus sleepover in any of the indoors. The place can be a service apartment, my house, hotel, or even friends' house.
3. I wish to go for a hiking trip at pantai kerachut, try out parachute, and also fly kite. I want to get the chance to embrace the sky, and enjoy the feeling flying up high.
4. I wish I can go against my curfew and catch a midnight movie or hangout with friends from p.m. to a.m..
5. I wish I can throw a party gathering all my friends. When I say ALL, I really mean it.
6. I want to go to the fun fair and play around like when I was just a little kid.
7. I hope I can always be myself no matter how things are trying to tear me apart.
8. I hope my friends and family are always be in peace of mind, pink of health, being away from suffering and danger, positive in thinking, happy from the heart, and always being true to herself/himself.

And this song is very nice.

=)

Enjoy !

Happy Holiday and Happy Studying!

Good luck and all the best to all who are sitting for trials.

To those who are entering the new chapter of their life, University life, just remember to enjoy the days in U and have fun till the max!

Will be waiting for you guys to come back penang and gather again.

Let's just keep in touch.

Take care, my friends.

and yet

however

All in all

:)

And I die a little inside.

I've failed to protect myself with the protection layer I've built for myself.

I will try my best to accept things that comes to me for the good and bad.

Stay tough, yiling!

You must be alright no matter how.

多年来的第一次！爽到~

我想，我真的是个蛮叛逆的学生。

尤其是在学校，我虽然不算上是坏学生，但，我可以很确定我一点都不乖，我胆子还蛮大的。

哈哈哈哈！

今天发生了一件大事！真的很大！

想不到，我尽然被老师从课室里赶出来了！！！

这一次，还真的是我中学生涯的第一次被赶出教室！

不过，感觉真的很爽！

中学生活没有这些趣事，好像也太无聊了。

有了这一次的经验，真的让我觉得，我的中学生涯更有意义。

我还以为这样被赶出教室的事只会发生在中五以前，万万没想到，我竟然在中六(Upper Sixth)被赶出来了！

可是我一点都不觉得丢脸，原因是

一、我有ｏｒｎｅｈ陪我。

二、那一节的课，本来就没有意义，有选择的话，我相信会有其他同学选择不上那一堂课的。

三、我并不觉得我真的很过分啦。（在老师的立场，或许真的很过分）

我只不过是拿ｌｉｑｕｉｄ涂我前右方同学的衣服

在这之前，我的那位同学也涂鸦了我邻座的同学的书。

之后被老师发现了，

老师认为我无心要上课之余还影响其他同学，就建议我离开教室。

至于ｏｒｎｅｈ呢，由于她因为换了位子，被老师发现后，老师要她坐回原位，

她于是就在自己的位子做别的科目的功课，

而被老师警告要做别的功课，可以不用上她的课，直接到图书馆去做。

结果，老师一口气把我们俩赶出来了，在离开教室之前，我们俩还开开心心带着笑容离开去。

心里的感觉真的很爽，不需要在课室里熬过三节，还可以到图书馆去享受冷气。

更刺激的是，我们在半路途中，遇到了学生事务副校长，ＭｉｓｓＯｎｇ

骗了她说，我们早放学，她叫我们不要打扰其他同学上课（因为那时候，我们去了诗敏的班上找她）

她以为我们Ｍｕｅｔ课早放学，所以就相信我们了。好险！

那时候，我们也有冲动告诉她，我们其实是被赶出来的。

今天，真的很值得我去回忆。

太爽了，耍坏叛逆的感觉！

讲真的，有好几位老师也曾觉得我是个问题学生。

我在班上，要吗，就睡觉睡整节；清醒的时候，又爱和老师顶嘴，和同学嬉闹。

你说，老师对我的印象会好到哪里去呢？

哈哈哈哈！

其实，我这样的行为，我偶尔想起来也会有点内疚。

是对我的父母内疚。

他们应该不知道我在上课的时候竟然是这样的态度。

所以，希望ａｎｇｇｏｎｇｐｏｐｉ，不要让我妈用谷格翻译这一篇，要不然，我就死定了！

不管啦，反正我就是很爽，很享受这一切的一切！

我本来就应该称还没过二十岁，好好尽情地体验我们的青春期，才不会留下遗憾嘛！

“青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。”　

－九把刀

这部戏，一定要看的啦！可惜，这里还没上映。要等到十一月。

可是不管怎样，我会想办法在十一月之前把它看个够！

一定很好看！

好期待九把刀的电影，他的作品都太棒了！

做自己？

感觉上还真的有朋友被我上一个post吓倒

火气很大

这样的样子应该不常会在我的blog看到吧

我好像常常会克制自己在blog写负面的东西

其实，我觉得其实我是有情绪的人

可是，早在很久以前，我就告诉自己要做个EQ高的人，要让自己的EQ提升

我的原则是：

不要情绪化，不可以轻易的表露负面情绪，不可以轻易的生气，不可以摆丑脸，不可以用言语得罪人

说话要小心，不要常说错话（这一点好像还改不了），因为我总是在错的场面说错话

有时候真的很讨厌这样的自己，说话不经大脑，一心想要融入大家的话题，不想被冷落，

所以，有些话就这样没有过滤就说出来了

可是，我真的在说完错话的第一秒就后悔到想自打嘴巴

还有，我真的真的很在乎别人对我的看法

其实，我到底有没有很在乎我也不是很清楚

感觉上，好像是要看人还有事情

如果是我很在乎的人或事情，我会把那些人说的话看得很重

而他们的话会很容易影响我

我会一直反思（如果那件事是针对我做事的做法、举动、言语、态度等）

我心里其实很害怕不被认同，不被肯定，不受欢迎

所以，偶尔，我好像会刻意把我自己觉得是缺点的缺点或会让别人不喜欢的性格给掩饰起来

因为，我深怕被朋友讨厌，怕得罪人，怕做坏人，怕不被喜欢，怕被别人在背后讨论

我也是一个会顾虑很多的人，这样的顾虑，久了还真的会累。

我会在乎、顾虑别人的感受，会害怕别人所表现出来的负面情绪，会希望朋友都是处在开心的状态

所以，由于顾虑得太多，有时候，从我口里说出来的东西，我也不知道那到底是不是我的真心话

我觉得我对自己好像也不够真诚，好像也没有对自己坦诚，也没有自问我要的是什么

我总是在自我催眠的状态，也喜欢欺骗自己

日子久了，我还真的不知道自己想要的是什么，好miserable.

我会逼自己做我不想做的，我会逼自己在某些情况让步、认错、投降，只为了要挽救某段感情，只为了要维持和平的气氛，不想让场面搞得太僵，也只为了不想收拾残局。

好，那问题来了，我一直要别人做自己

那，我自己呢？

面具带多了，就已经忘记最初最真的自己了

我真的很希望可以be myself，别人对我的意见，我不想care，

我想要做自己，不管别人对我的看法，我就是要很潇洒的做自己！

被讨厌就被讨厌吧!只要自己开心就好！

我一定要做自己会喜欢的自己，我想认真地听听我心里的话，我再也不要活得那么累。

以后，我要大胆地在这里发泄！（讲爽而已 xP)

哈哈哈哈哈！

写了那么长，其实，这整篇可能只是废话，根本就是我自己在钻牛角尖，白担心一场，我根本就没有问题，是我想太多了，

哇，好烦！

你们看你们看，我是不是很矛盾，又很欠打？！

不管怎样，我相信，不论是哪一个我，你们还是会喜欢我的，对吗？

我好像是因为别人的喜欢，才让我更喜欢我自己。

LOL. 有够自恋！

Yes, I think I seriously need to remind myself that it's really okay not to be perfect. =)

Sometimes, I really doubt myself who have I become?

PS：读完了，还是坚持喜欢我，就给我个LIKE吧！XP

我不喜欢你的自以为是！

我不喜欢你不问自取！

我不喜欢你的理所当然！

你，没有礼貌！

若还有下一次，我不会再忍了。

你就是那么的以自我为中心，对，你很自私！

我真的很不想去习惯你的习惯。

:H

我受够你了！

PS: 不要对号入座。

Mind these.

for those who still hold on to what they could't have

no matter how, life goes on.

there's still people out there who treat you right

I hope I'm always one of them. =)

Our Hero, Lee Chong Wei

Like what the sports analyzer said, He, Lee Chong Wei plays the best!

Of course it would be a great victory if he really wins this world championship.

But actually what is winning to everyone?

To me, he is the winner.

Winning is not about being the champion, is the attitude you have during a competition.

Lin Dan, what I can see from him is an arrogant player yet powerful sportsmen.

How about sports qualities? I don't see any.

He doubt the umpire and the line judges.

And I really dislike the way he interact with his coach as I don't see any respects.

If I could make a choice, Chong Wei will definitely be the one I would salute in this sport field.

Chong Wei had really played a very good game throughout these years. Efforts he paid is simply inexplicable.

Chong Wei has already break the records by having all these achievements for our country.

He is definitely a good role model to everyone. I really like they way he perform in every single match. And I really think that he played a perfect one this time.

We are very proud of having Chong Wei as the one who plays the best in every badminton match!

You make all the Malaysians so proud of you!

Keep it up with your good work and I look forward to your future match.

Finally, I love badminton and you make me feel more like it! =D

I enjoyed the match and I hope everyone did.

LEE CHONG WEI ROCKS TILL THE MAX !

牵手

因为爱著你的爱

因为梦著你的梦

所以悲伤著你的悲伤

幸福著你的幸福

因为路过你的路

因为苦过你的苦

所以快乐著你的快乐

追逐著你的追逐



因为誓言不敢听

因为承诺不敢信

所以放心著你的沉默

去说服明天的命运



没有风雨躲得过

没有坎坷不必走

所以安心的牵你的手

不去想该不该回头



也许牵了手的手

前生不一定好走

也许有了伴的路

今生还要更忙碌



所以牵了手的手

来生还要一起走

所以有了伴的路

没有岁月可回头

真的是很让人感动的一首好歌。我好喜欢，在这里，真心献给大家。=）

他们在毕业的前一天 爆炸

这是我特别推荐的台湾电视连续剧。

我觉得很适合我们（还在青春期的我们）看。

我觉得故事其实还蛮有意思的.

故事的大纲：



故事發生在虛構的向陽高中。主角浩遠（黃遠飾）剛升上高中，成績優秀的他是個師長眼中的好學生，而父親因替別人擔任借貸的保證人，反而自己欠下地下錢莊一大筆債。開學典禮後，他認識了熱音社社長－王丁筑（阿丁，張家瑜飾），也在學校的頂樓水塔上認識了洪仔（巫建和飾），沒想到當天看到洪仔持玩具槍搶銀行的新聞。

一年後，浩遠和阿丁已經成為男女朋友，而因搶案進入觀護所的洪仔也即將出獄。洪仔的養父洪福德（阿炮飾）是一名議員，他和校方特別找來好學生的浩遠，希望他能幫洪仔重新適應校園生活。校園的不良學生黃榮肯（阿肯，廖毅凡飾）向自己心儀已久的女生林筱柔（筱柔，紀培慧飾演）告白遭到拒絕，因此找來浩遠，希望透過和筱柔曾是好友的阿丁，調查筱柔真正喜歡的對象。兩人發現筱柔跟吳老師（高英軒飾演）過從甚密，浩遠甚至發現筱柔生活中有著痛苦不堪的陰影。筱柔長期被男友克里斯以藥物控制，在試圖幫助筱柔的過程中，浩遠被克里斯等一群不良少年欺負，過程影片還被放上網路公開，看到影片的浩遠帶著水果刀想找那幫不良少年報仇，洪仔隨後跟上去阻止了他，用暴力擊退了克里斯和不良少年...

他们在毕业的前一天 爆炸的：

官方网站

官方部落格

另外，在戏里头，还有一首歌我想特别介绍，是宋岳廷的‘Life's a Struggle’ 。

这首歌的歌词反映了作词人对这个世界的绝望，很有生命力，很有感觉，很写实的一首歌。

预告:

有空可以看看，真的很不错，不喜欢也没关系。=）

Why I feel like sharing?

Hmm.. I have to say that there's really a lot of things that had happened recently.

Mainly in school.

There's the someone that creates problem to people without feeling guilty.

And I found no words to describe her.

Cheater, maybe?

Or more precise, you're an animal. LOL.

I did thought of blog about you, but I don't think you deserve it.

Owh yeah, I'm back to normal.

Normal as in I have some thoughts in my mind which I could share it in my blog.

But erm.. I still don't feel like writing.

I still remember my friends said that my blog title just get along with my blog very well.

As in every single post here is so ' I-FEEL-LIKE-SHARING'.

Do you know that it is really good and important to share?

If you spread your happiness, it can actually doubled-up the joy you gain.

Seeing people laughing over your happy experience makes you feel good right?

It feels better than keeping everything inside alone.

That is very lonely man!

Actually I do support people and friends to share your both happy and sad moments to people around you.

If you share your happiness to people, it could make an equation of :

1 + 1 > 2

While if you share your sorrows to friends, it could make an equation of :

10/2 = 5 per person

Don't always try to be too strong when you're not, cause no one will call you a Hero no matter how strong you are to yourself.

Let your friends know that you occasionally need them when you're down, I believe they'll come to you when they need you too in return.

A little quote of the day : Worry is a stone which crashes a man but can easily lifted up by two men.

You know what, no one hates sharing, because it makes people feel good when you share.

Sharing is good and is always a way to make your relationships get closer with one another.

=)

So, let's share, people !

Sharing is caring ;D

Whose birthday yesterday?

This is what what friends are for

It's you ! My sweetest friend Vivian Tan Sze Meing.

V, do you know I really feel honoured to be your good friend for these years in our secondary school life?

You're one of the best person I've ever met.

I really love the way you are.

You treat everyone with a very true and sincere heart.

You can always be the best listener everyone could ask for.

You are very kind and honest to everyone.

One thing I really adore you is the way you can see beauty beyond imperfections.

You always give people courage and support.

You are thankful to God for what He had made for you.

Trust me, you're really beautiful. In and Out.

Yes, we might not talk that often this year, but let me tell you, you're not forgotten and you're always in my heart.

It's my greatest pleasure to have a friend like you, and I want to be your friend for now and ever.

Thank you so much for trusting me and willing to share your everything with me.

I'll always be there for you, okay?

Just come to me when you need me, I can give you the best shoulder.

My ears are ready for you too.

I'm willing to share your happiness and sorrows.

You're not alone, because you have US and Me !

Like I've told you before, If I could make a wish, I hope angels can always make your dreams come true.

You deserve the best.

All I want from you is to be happy all the time.

Promise me to stay happy like you always do okay?

Friend, I love you and I'll be your 永远支持你的朋友。

And thank you again, for being there for me whenever I need you.

=)

PS: I know this is late, so I'm here to send you my belated wish.
Hope you like it my dearest friend ! =D